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  1. 206Raider

    Anyone feel like they've lost their will

    Not like suicidal or nothing crazy but just feel like you're done trying. I feel like I've felt like this for way over a year and I want to change but all I can think about is the negative thoughts that I'm just not built for this. I had lots of friends, they are all gone now and I feel...
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    Worst B-Day of my life

    I just don't know what happened to my life, everything seemed so good a few years ago. I turned 24 today but I'm alone, most of the time I amass a ton of b-day wishes on FB but I've avoided it for a good 6 months mostly and today I checked and I've had 2 happy b-days. I fell outta of the shower...
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    Tryin to cry out but it comes out silent

    Stuck in the past.... I think I damn near fell in love with a girl when I was on here frequently and I loved this place but now all I have is painful memories of what could have been if I had said the things I needed to say and not left. Basically I drove to the fork in the road and went...
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    When You Get What You Want Do You Know What To Do With It?

    I'm just gonna say it like this, whenever I get relationships, attention, or a job.....I honestly don't know how to handle it anymore. I'm on my own a lot although people don't understand cause they think I'm so normal and attractive that I shouldn't be that when I get the attention I crave for...
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    Technology Is a Problem

    Think about it... In the old days we built foundations for the future with many skills and traits only learned from person to person contact. Nowadays, it's facebook this, or twitter that. My little brother would rather play a football video game than actually play football. People compliment...
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    I'm Starting To Believe Living A Normal Life Is Out Of The Question

    Living positive....how hard is it? I've gotten a job finally, I've tried going out and doing things like running and going out by the waterfront and I felt better but even when I try to talk to people it just seems awkward. I know i'm attractive whichh in a way makes it worse for me becuase...
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    Too Proud To Admit How Pathetic I Am

    I know I've been on a hiatus and I haven't gotten back to some of you and I'm sorry for that but I realized inside I'm afraid to progress I don't think anything will ever truly work for me and I'm stuck in my ways. Nothing is really fun anymore or atleast the fun doesn't last very long. I'm torn...
  8. 206Raider

    Class Presentation in 12 hours

    5 minutes of non stop talking on my part
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    I've Thrown Everything Away I've Ever Loved

    I realized I'm a complete screw-up and bastard, although I never intened it. I've left a world of hurt on everyone I've ever loved thanks to my avoidance and SPW that people think I don't like them. I'm a horrible friend, and I probably deserve to be alone now, I'm tired of hurting people. I'm...
  10. 206Raider

    Just Want To Be Free

    I don't have anyone to talk to or anyone whoever cared to check up on me in my family so I've finally gotten to a point where I don't feel like I need to please everyone. I realized whenever I've reached out to help to anyone, nobody returned my calls but everyone wants my help and it's...
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    Click to hear me ramble on at your own risk...

    Neglection from an early childhood has left me feeling like I didn't have a worthwhile one and I think your youth is the foundation for your life, like I didn't get to pick up on some things. I couldn't do anything right growing up, but when I did I didn't hear a thing and when bad I was the...
  12. 206Raider

    How To Care?

    It cannot be done, I'm stuck in my ways for good, might as well accept it and it feels good at the moment. My whole life all I ever wanted to do was have a wife and have children and live in a nice little house but I don't even know who I am anymore. I don't really care about that anymore, maybe...
  13. 206Raider

    I Feel Like I'm Losing It

    I just have to vent some things. I know my mood on here has been up and down lately and i'm sorry for flipping out. I have a lot of stresses, I got school coming up, I feel like I've lost a bunch of friends and I just get worse everyday, my little brother has been tooken away from my mom becuase...
  14. 206Raider

    Biggest Fear?

    I'm not trying to be a downer or anything today lol but what is your biggest fear due to SA? And is it all in your head? really think about these things.... My biggest fear in life is to die a lonely old man with nothing in life to look back on and be proud of...Nothing I fear more than this...
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    I'm Quitting!!!!

    **** the world, I knew it. I will not be coming back ever ya'll, it's been fun but I have no place here or anywhere for that matter. I am a lost cause for life. I don't know what the hell I'm going to do but I'm not staying in this house and I don't even want to be alive right now. Too much...
  16. 206Raider

    What Keeps You Going?

    Honestly, I don't know where this motivation came from stemming from last monday but even my psychiatrist says it doesn't last which I know already but it pisses me off slightly becuase I believe it can last but everyone else believes it won't like I got the world against me, usually it will...
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    Uncomfortable Situations Thread

    This thread is for everyone to post an uncomfortable situation and for others to give advice on what you think you should do or say in those high anxiety situations. Example: You are a friends house and 3 other people you don't know show up, all is good and well, but your a little...
  18. 206Raider

    CBT Treatment?

    So I'm trying this out on Thursday, I don't know what they do, I'd like to know, that's where you guys come in :D
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    Sports?

    For the few sport heads out there lol. Throw anything in here sports related whether you play sports or want to talk sports. Who ya'll got in the superbowl? I'm saying Colts gonna win by 7.
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    Ever Just Feel Hopeless?

    I just don't know. I have faith for the future but it never seems like things truly get better but rather I get a little bit of joy and it's fool's gold becuase then I always go back to square one. It's a constant battle that I feel I can't win sometimes. Nothing even triggered this but this is...
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