206Raider
Well-known member
It cannot be done, I'm stuck in my ways for good, might as well accept it and it feels good at the moment. My whole life all I ever wanted to do was have a wife and have children and live in a nice little house but I don't even know who I am anymore. I don't really care about that anymore, maybe be a old lonely hippie, eskimo or something lol, maybe I can get by by myself. My family is bound to be completely seperated for good soon but nobody talks to eachother anyway, since my grandpa died, he was a drunk but he was real and he kept everyone together so R.I.P. I don't know where to go. My room is like a tornado hit it and that's unusual for me, just a characteristic of a depressed man with nothing to lose I guess. I'm sitting trying to plot my next move but I'm stumped, I cannot think of any answers on how to feel better about myself and the fire in my heart is out. Truth is I'm bored with the world, just been a bad week I guess. Ever just feel like f*** "everythings okay" and "things get better" is bs? Eh, maybe tomorrow will be good?:
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