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Silatuyok

Well-known member
I am still amazed at how much better I am now that I am supplementing in a lot of vitamin D. I mean, even my brain functions better. I think better. All my depression is gone.

I always felt like something was holding me back and this is what it was. It's awesome. I do need more/a different dosing schedule though. It keeps wearing off before it's time for the next dose.

That's wonderful! Do you ingest it as a pill, or is it a shot, or what?
 

Pacific_Loner

Pirate from the North Pole
I am still amazed at how much better I am now that I am supplementing in a lot of vitamin D. I mean, even my brain functions better. I think better. All my depression is gone.

Ah that's what was missing. Damn winter. Thanks for reminding me
 

Odo

Banned
I am still amazed at how much better I am now that I am supplementing in a lot of vitamin D. I mean, even my brain functions better. I think better. All my depression is gone.

I always felt like something was holding me back and this is what it was. It's awesome. I do need more/a different dosing schedule though. It keeps wearing off before it's time for the next dose.

I'm a big believer in vitamins. I've been taking a quality multivitamin with lots of Bs and a fish oil supplement for over a year, and even though I have every reason to be depressed right now, I'm not.

There was a story on the news where doctors were saying they're useless, but I refuse to believe that... there is a noticeable difference.
 

BlueWeepingRose

Well-known member
I'm feeling alright. Found out awhile ago that I have gallstones and on the 9th I'm going to the hospital for surgery. Feeling kind of nervous about it. Hope everything ends up going well for me.
 

Rawz

Well-known member
I'm a big believer in vitamins. I've been taking a quality multivitamin with lots of Bs and a fish oil supplement for over a year, and even though I have every reason to be depressed right now, I'm not.

There was a story on the news where doctors were saying they're useless, but I refuse to believe that... there is a noticeable difference.

Yeah, I've been taking fish oil supps for a long time, although I'm not always that consistent. Fish has always been a big part of my diet also, because my dad loves fishing.

I think I might try a multi vitamin with higher percentages once I get this vitamin D sorted out. Although I don't know if you can get them without vitamin D.
 

Ithior

Well-known member
My bandaid isn't coming out. I tried rubbing alcohol, my mum won't let me use olive oil. I've been trying for a while so I feel like just pulling it out is a defeat.
 

dottie

Well-known member
exhausted. neuro-fried. worked an 8 hour and a 4 hour today. so much social BS endured... nothing abnormal, just more than comfortable for the typical socialphobe. OCD requires me to replay every single social interaction over and over and over, trying to unravel it, but today i endured so many social interactions that basically: cannot compute. (this is usually how my work days go, anyway) not a complaint. purely observational.

let it go. let it go. let it go.
 
breakkkkk

Why are some people so constantly glued to their technological devices? Seriously, I mean you can't even go an hour without texting, going on facebook, looking at instagram etc? Today at my grandma's house we had a more private and intimate memorial service for my aunt who passed away in replacement of the big one that was cancelled due to her well umm…. extremely difficult family (Oh god, I am NOT even going into that). I thought it was nice since it was everything my aunt personally requested to be played, sang, and spoken before she died. It felt more genuine hearing everyone's thoughts, feelings, stories, and memories in a more intimate setting as opposed to a large church service. What really upset me was that my cousin, and my aunt's friend who were there were texting during the hymns that were we being played. I'm not into that stuff either, but I still enjoyed listening to them in this context. A memorial service isn't there to entertain you, it's to honor the person who has passed away. It's just so unbelievable disrespectful in my opinion to be texting, facebooking, or whatever during the brief time you are there to honor someone's life. People seriously need to put their cell phones down once in awhile.
 

MikeyC

Well-known member
Re: breakkkkk

Why are some people so constantly glued to their technological devices? Seriously, I mean you can't even go an hour without texting, going on facebook, looking at instagram etc? Today at my grandma's house we had a more private and intimate memorial service for my aunt who passed away in replacement of the big one that was cancelled due to her well umm…. extremely difficult family (Oh god, I am NOT even going into that). I thought it was nice since it was everything my aunt personally requested to be played, sang, and spoken before she died. It felt more genuine hearing everyone's thoughts, feelings, stories, and memories in a more intimate setting as opposed to a large church service. What really upset me was that my cousin, and my aunt's friend who were there were texting during the hymns that were we being played. I'm not into that stuff either, but I still enjoyed listening to them in this context. A memorial service isn't there to entertain you, it's to honor the person who has passed away. It's just so unbelievable disrespectful in my opinion to be texting, facebooking, or whatever during the brief time you are there to honor someone's life. People seriously need to put their cell phones down once in awhile.
I understand your frustrations here, but this is only going to get worse, I reckon.
 

VainCape

Active member
I have avoided depression for the last month or so by exercising, playing football, applying to college etc, basically just being productive. Today however the anxiety and depression are back in their peak, only because I have to attend this large family gathering in about 5 hours. This means meeting alot of new people and having to socialize excessively, not to mention the problem of sweaty hands. I feel exhausted already. F**k my life and f**k this anxiety.
 

Ithior

Well-known member
Re: breakkkkk

Why are some people so constantly glued to their technological devices? Seriously, I mean you can't even go an hour without texting, going on facebook, looking at instagram etc? Today at my grandma's house we had a more private and intimate memorial service for my aunt who passed away in replacement of the big one that was cancelled due to her well umm…. extremely difficult family (Oh god, I am NOT even going into that). I thought it was nice since it was everything my aunt personally requested to be played, sang, and spoken before she died. It felt more genuine hearing everyone's thoughts, feelings, stories, and memories in a more intimate setting as opposed to a large church service. What really upset me was that my cousin, and my aunt's friend who were there were texting during the hymns that were we being played. I'm not into that stuff either, but I still enjoyed listening to them in this context. A memorial service isn't there to entertain you, it's to honor the person who has passed away. It's just so unbelievable disrespectful in my opinion to be texting, facebooking, or whatever during the brief time you are there to honor someone's life. People seriously need to put their cell phones down once in awhile.

It's really annoying. In a few years you won't be able to tell if they're paying attention or not (with google glass sort of things) unless you're talking to them though.
 

Flanscho

Well-known member
So, my best friend asked me to play against her some quiz game on our smartphones. One game is four questions to each of 6 or so categories. We played three or four games so far, and she won all of them. Some only very narrowly, but she still won all of them.

Well, I guess we can't all be the same intelligent, or have the same strengths or be the same well educated.

Still, it's somewhat depressing. Now I feel stupid. I mean I always knew of course that she is very intelligent. I always considered myself to be somewhat average, that there are some people out there who know less than I do and others who know more.

Still...
 

Ithior

Well-known member
So, my best friend asked me to play against her some quiz game on our smartphones. One game is four questions to each of 6 or so categories. We played three or four games so far, and she won all of them. Some only very narrowly, but she still won all of them.

Well, I guess we can't all be the same intelligent, or have the same strengths or be the same well educated.

Still, it's somewhat depressing. Now I feel stupid. I mean I always knew of course that she is very intelligent. I always considered myself to be somewhat average, that there are some people out there who know less than I do and others who know more.

Still...

Is it one of those general knowledge ones? I'm pretty bad at those too, I consider most things that appear in those quizzes to have no importance to my life. Knowing which one was built first, the Kremlin or some bridge I couldn't even recognize, is irrelevant to me (it came up while playing Buzz). I used to feel like you when I lost at these games, but I realised there's a lot of things I know that aren't tested in these games, things which are way more important to my life than the things they ask.
 

Phoenixx

Well-known member
I'm feeling alright. Found out awhile ago that I have gallstones and on the 9th I'm going to the hospital for surgery. Feeling kind of nervous about it. Hope everything ends up going well for me.
^ Good luck. Gallstones run in the women on my mom's side. My mom has hers out, and plenty of other female relatives have had the same surgeries too. I have yet to experience such a thing, and I'm crossing my fingers I won't ever have to go through anything like that.
 
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