Sometimes I see myself as a failure, but every now and again taking adversity by surprise by landing long 3- pointer from out of nowhere.
My mum had really low blood pressure today, almost fell on the floor at first, and later on ended up actually falling down. If I weren't living here, my grandma could have taken hours to notice it. Stuff like this makes me feel like I can't just move out, even though I really need to move out of this toxic environment. My sister got a headstart on me and moved out last year, now I'm forced to take on this responsibility.
Awesome dream.Warning some adult content-
I woke happy having the most amazingly real dream of this: I am in an acting rehearsal with Viggo Mortison on my left side and Val Kilmer on my right (Val before the weight gain, like when he played Jim Morrison LoL)..a very nice sandwich, I come back into the room having left for coffee or something, re-enter feeling beautiful and confident, so NOT me. I am standing there behind my chair and Viggo reaches up and starts rubbing my bum, wow...I freeze and sit down quickly to enter into a very fun dialog about various animals we both like, then we start kissing in front of everyone at the table and it is the most amazing kissing I have ever had. I remember being worried a bit about not knowing my lines and worried that Nicole Kidman was watching us from across the table but mostly I was in heaven kissing Viggo.
Then I woke to my normal crappy hellish life. I want more dreams like that!!!:crying:
I kissed John Lennon in a dream once. It does feel like heaven. I think we could all do with a little more dream something something!!Warning some adult content-
I woke happy having the most amazingly real dream of this: I am in an acting rehearsal with Viggo Mortison on my left side and Val Kilmer on my right (Val before the weight gain, like when he played Jim Morrison LoL)..a very nice sandwich, I come back into the room having left for coffee or something, re-enter feeling beautiful and confident, so NOT me. I am standing there behind my chair and Viggo reaches up and starts rubbing my bum, wow...I freeze and sit down quickly to enter into a very fun dialog about various animals we both like, then we start kissing in front of everyone at the table and it is the most amazing kissing I have ever had. I remember being worried a bit about not knowing my lines and worried that Nicole Kidman was watching us from across the table but mostly I was in heaven kissing Viggo.
Then I woke to my normal crappy hellish life. I want more dreams like that!!!:crying:
I made my own face scrub (recipe from pinterest) and now my face is soooooooo soft. I am contemplating making a big jar or this stuff.