Slightly nervous, procrastinatin' like a lazy cunt.
Need tae make a start on ma new thread here. Aye, ye hear that right...
But ah always fear makin' a start on stuff - seein' the blank page or canvas.
Got a title. Just contemplatin' whether you lovely, anxiety-ridden f**kers want tae hear what ah've got to say in aggressive Caledonian (Scottish) accent. Oh! F**kin' brace yersel' coz this could turn oot tae be a lingustic trainwreck.
Though, personally, ah think 95% of what ah actually do is talk shite, 2% surrealist, hilarious(?) - awright, that's debateable- random joker, 3% eejit. But a 100% wee, mad, mental Scotsman. Mibbe that's just me..? :idontknow:
I'm feeling very happy, kinda silly, and jittery. Life is going pretty good, I just got back from a very enjoyable therapy session, and am really feeling this caffeine due to having taken a break from caffeine for awhile.
I'm disappointed in myself today. I had a big day planned, was going to get a lot done, or maybe just have an adventure, do something fun...instead it's almost 2pm and I'm still sitting in bed in my pajamas, like most of my free days recently. Why am I wasting this precious time?
That reminded me of this.
"Nothing is a waste of time if you use the experience wisely" - Auguste Rodin.
I know it can be difficult sometimes, but try to not be so hard on yourself, Marie 🙂
It is New Years Eve here, 2 hours to go. I am alone, again. loneliness can be confusing sometimes.
Sad sad and sad. Why did i come in this world..? Do i have a soul ; who am i anyway!! Man it hurts to live. Please XYZ( whoever is behind my existence)..take me away soon.
Sad sad and sad. Why did i come in this world..? Do i have a soul ; who am i anyway!! Man it hurts to live. Please XYZ( whoever is behind my existence)..take me away soon.
🙁 I´m sorry.
I have been feeling that way many times, so you´re not alone in having these feelings.
Sad sad and sad. Why did i come in this world..? Do i have a soul ; who am i anyway!! Man it hurts to live. Please XYZ( whoever is behind my existence)..take me away soon.
I feel like I need to rip all of my veins out and wash their insides with some sort of all-natural cleaning product made mostly of water so clean that it could probably never exist.
I feel like I need to rip all of my veins out and wash their insides with some sort of all-natural cleaning product made mostly of water so clean that it could probably never exist.