I'm not supposed to be on this site anymore and for the most part, I'm not. But, I was
thinking about you. You're a very special person and I hope you're doing well. I feel your pain with having OCD. It's such a horrible disorder! Stay strong. :)
.......Continuing where I left off from my PM. Another thing that bothers me. I'm always complaining about the same problem. I can't do X because of Y. I can't change Y because of (pick your favorite letter)....and so on. Living like this is total madness.
I got a job at a supermarket. It's mostly out the back of store but there is some front of store stuff and I work in a team. It's reminded me how awkward I am around people. I had an unemployed phase but it wasn't enjoyable. There was constant pressure to do stuff and I never had any money
I read an article that people who have overbearing parents (Father) tend to be procrastinators. Procrastination was a passive way of rebelling against their parents. As they aged, they continued procrastinating......I think this applies to me.