missing my ex but keeping in mind his assishness
How are you feeling?
^ Awesome! :thumbup:Srijita52 said: ↑Great! I faced one of my biggest fears today that I've been putting off for a very long time. 🙂
I'm feeling tired. I'm only halfway through organizing my stuff after rearranging half my room today, I don't think I'm even gonna bother finishing it today. I keep finding clothes that are way too big for me. I hate keeping them because I never wear them, but I hate getting rid of them because it's only a reminder of how little clothes I have that actually fit me properly. :sad:
Srijita52 said: ↑Great! I faced one of my biggest fears today that I've been putting off for a very long time. 🙂
If you don't mind sharing, what was it? If you don't want to I completely understand. I'm assuming it went well then? That's really awesome, we need more posts like this here!
Phoenixx said: ↑
I'm feeling tired. I'm only halfway through organizing my stuff after rearranging half my room today, I don't think I'm even gonna bother finishing it today. I keep finding clothes that are way too big for me. I hate keeping them because I never wear them, but I hate getting rid of them because it's only a reminder of how little clothes I have that actually fit me properly. :sad:
My wardrobe is a a mess! I too have few clothes that somehow fit me properly. Seriously need more clothes that fit me but i hate shopping for various reasons.
Grateful for Vodka!
On top of the world lookin' down on creation.
Feelin' a wee bit better. Hud a wee chat wi' ma mum - like actually rationally, fur once. Didnae end wi' shoutin'. Actually talked aboot how she made me feel in the past snide comments. She finally admitted she didnae mean tae treat me the way she did in the past. Aw the negativity n' emotional neglect. And she didnae mean tae project her experience ontae me (Men & relationships...)
Now ah just need tae huv the balls tae face ma oldest sister about stuff she's said tae me in the past. Her snide comments, racist jokes n' patronisin' attitude. F**k! Am no even sure ah'll be able tae keep ma cool. It's no' like ma mum, because it was easier tae forgive her, she was actually will tae admit "Hi! Look ah was wrong, ah'll admit it. If what ah did or said really upset ye, son, then... I'm sorry!"
Ma sister on the other hand, her mentality is "Not always right... but NEVER[/B] wrong!"[/I] And that actual quote fae ma oldest sister, by-the-way. So it's gonnae be difficult convicing her she's wrong and has a lot tae apologies for. Aye, ye can compliment me on ma abilty tae remember... but that can come back tae bit ye on the arse.
Now ah just need tae huv the balls tae face ma oldest sister about stuff she's said tae me in the past. Her snide comments, racist jokes n' patronisin' attitude. F**k! Am no even sure ah'll be able tae keep ma cool. It's no' like ma mum, because it was easier tae forgive her, she was actually will tae admit "Hi! Look ah was wrong, ah'll admit it. If what ah did or said really upset ye, son, then... I'm sorry!"
Ma sister on the other hand, her mentality is "Not always right... but NEVER[/B] wrong!"[/I] And that actual quote fae ma oldest sister, by-the-way. So it's gonnae be difficult convicing her she's wrong and has a lot tae apologies for. Aye, ye can compliment me on ma abilty tae remember... but that can come back tae bit ye on the arse.
^ I don't always hate shopping, but I agree it can be very frustrating. Especially when you have to look for petite clothes.springk said: ↑My wardrobe is a a mess! I too have few clothes that somehow fit me properly. Seriously need more clothes that fit me but i hate shopping for various reasons.
Kiwong said: ↑On top of the world lookin' down on creation.
🙂!
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I feel like sh*t. I don't know what i got myself into. I feel so stupid and down in the dumps.
I also have many clothes that don't fit me. Either they're very big or too tight. Many of them are at least 4 years old. At school I used to get comments from people like "she likes to wear large shirts". I don't wear them out in public anymore, of course, because they only serve to bring down my self esteem. Now I just wear them as PJs at home.
Phoenixx said: ↑I'm feeling tired. I'm only halfway through organizing my stuff after rearranging half my room today, I don't think I'm even gonna bother finishing it today. I keep finding clothes that are way too big for me. I hate keeping them because I never wear them, but I hate getting rid of them because it's only a reminder of how little clothes I have that actually fit me properly. :sad:
I also have many clothes that don't fit me. Either they're very big or too tight. Many of them are at least 4 years old. At school I used to get comments from people like "she likes to wear large shirts". I don't wear them out in public anymore, of course, because they only serve to bring down my self esteem. Now I just wear them as PJs at home.
Every time I try to be social, I just wind up irritated. I'm extremely externally-focused and don't like to talk about feelings or personal matters, but people usually seem hesitant to go in-depth or talk about the world around them.
Guess I'll go do research alone again.
Guess I'll go do research alone again.
^ That's what happened to a lot of my large t-shirts. Instead of getting rid of all of them, I wear a lot of them as PJs or to lounge around the house in.jaim38 said: ↑I also have many clothes that don't fit me. Either they're very big or too tight. Many of them are at least 4 years old. At school I used to get comments from people like "she likes to wear large shirts". I don't wear them out in public anymore, of course, because they only serve to bring down my self esteem. Now I just wear them as PJs at home.
Upbeat n' happy but then watchin' comedy'll dae that tae ya! Ah know this feelin' will'nae last long. Ah don't mean tae be such a pessimistic arse, but it's true. :sad: Got a lot o' internally conflictin' emotions in ma heid at the moment.
Totally crap and unwanted.
jaim38 said: ↑I feel like sh*t. I don't know what i got myself into. I feel so stupid and down in the dumps.
I also have many clothes that don't fit me. Either they're very big or too tight. Many of them are at least 4 years old. At school I used to get comments from people like "she likes to wear large shirts". I don't wear them out in public anymore, of course, because they only serve to bring down my self esteem. Now I just wear them as PJs at home.
Whaa, baggy clothes are awesome, for both genders!
i have been chosen to design and build a temporary art installation in my community! excited!
You know that feeling when there's multiple people around, and someone says something and you are not sure if it's directed at you or someone else, and then you are torn between responding and possibly looking silly for answering when you were not the designated target, or not answering and looking rude for ignoring the person? I went for rude.
I went for a jog last night, then realized my knee was hurting. Today, I notice a giant bruise on the side of my knee! But I don't remember ever hitting it, or any injury. Sooo confused.
dottie said: ↑i have been chosen to design and build a temporary art installation in my community! excited!
congrats :thumbup: