Darkness_'82
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Feeling kinda, bored.
How are you feeling?
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MikeyC
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Thank you both. I definitely don't feel it, though. I'm actually equal parts depressed and angry. I'm hardly ever angry.
Shyangel
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Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Ugh! Depressed as usual. :
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Didn't get to sleep until 3am. Stayed awake in bed writing in my journal. I feel like no-one really give a f*** about my problems anymore. Like I'm burden to those around me.
:Didn't get to sleep until 3am. Stayed awake in bed writing in my journal. I feel like no-one really give a f*** about my problems anymore. Like I'm burden to those around me.
Darkness_'82
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I'm 30 and haven't had a friend since I was 15. At this point in my life, it doesn't really bother me as much as it used to. Guess I'm just used to doing my own thing. And hell I've been doing that for a loooooooooooong time.
MikeyC
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Thank you.You mean alot to me, Mikey.
Srijita52
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I'm sorry you're feeling such way..Ugh! Depressed as usual. :
Didn't get to sleep until 3am. Stayed awake in bed writing in my journal. I feel like no-one really give a f*** about my problems anymore. Like I'm burden to those around me.
I really know how you feel. I'm sorry.I'm feeling depressed, it's very hectic to have a life without friends. :
Kiwong
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Ugh! Depressed as usual. :
Didn't get to sleep until 3am. Stayed awake in bed writing in my journal. I feel like no-one really give a f*** about my problems anymore. Like I'm burden to those around me.
Hang in there mate, I hear you.
Roman Legion
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Perpetually confused.. I don't understand how I function.. Most people feel hunger as a pain, but I never feel that, instead I just get a craving for something.. I'm confused if this is good or bad, is it an abnormal function, something wrong with me? Ugh, confusion!
EscapeArtist
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everything is ****ing wonderful... I'm slightly drunk, but more than that, the adverse to my antidepressant is finally gone thank god!!!! my weird overwhelming appetite is gone because of that, I feel motivated to exercise and eat right, get a job and look to my dreams again, and feel confident for once, also my friend issues are resolved and we're on good old terms! I feel like life is looking up again.
Edit: it's 4 AM isn't it....? Jesus!!... Woops..
Edit: it's 4 AM isn't it....? Jesus!!... Woops..
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Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Just when I thought today couldn't get any f***ing worse. I just found out from my step-sister that my father died from leukaemia this morning... and I don't know how I should feel. ::
:pop-princess
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I'm feeling depressed, it's very hectic to have a life without friends. :
I feel you. It's really tough and emotionally exhausting being alone. Maybe some people can take it more easily but i'm unfortunately one of those that need some social contact in my life.
pop-princess
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Just when I thought today couldn't get any f***ing worse. I just found out from my step-sister that my father died from leukaemia this morning... and I don't know how I should feel. :
I'm so, so sorry for your loss.
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Thanks. I can't help feeling slightly angry, though. Mainly because of the many unresolved issues, things left unsaid. And the fact none of my step siblings told me how bad it was. Yeah, I'd known my dad had cancer. But, other than that, I was kept in the dark about it.
lonely_drummer
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You have such a great way of taking the negative and turning it into a big positive! Way to go!!!!
I'm really starting to realize that the negative is just a made up being inside your head that just keeps forcing you down into an ongoing spiral that seems almost impossible to defeat. But Ive learnt that for me it's just a matter of accepting who and where i am and continually saying, things can be a lot worse right now. And this seems to be my first step into being able to feel more positive about things. Just hammering away at yourself isnt going to help in any way. And just sitting here sulking, waiting for someone else to come by and pick me up isn't going to do anything as well. I need to rely on myself first before relying on anyone else. Im in charge of my happiness, no one else is.
Phoenixx
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^ Oh, I'm so sorry Graeme. :Just when I thought today couldn't get any f***ing worse. I just found out from my step-sister that my father died from leukaemia this morning... and I don't know how I should feel. :
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jonas89
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Just when I thought today couldn't get any f***ing worse. I just found out from my step-sister that my father died from leukaemia this morning... and I don't know how I should feel. :
Im sorry for your loss Graeme, I understand that you don't know how to feel. It has been two years since my dad passed away and I was filled up with guilt and anger, angry at him for not doing something about his health and guilty about not trying to make better for him.
many feeling come up when something like this happen and can be really confusing.
I wish you all the best man.
