How are you feeling?

[Graeme1988]

Im sorry for your loss Graeme, I understand that you don't know how to feel. It has been two years since my dad passed away and I was filled up with guilt and anger, angry at him for not doing something about his health and guilty about not trying to make better for him.
many feeling come up when something like this happen and can be really confusing.
I wish you all the best man.

Yeah, that's exactly how I'm feeling. Though, more guilty and angry at myself. Because I wish we'd resolved our issues before my dad passed away. I wish I'd had the guts to told him how I really felt over the past 8 years. ::

^ Oh, I'm so sorry Graeme. ::

I'm still in shock. ::

 

[lonely_drummer]

Just when I thought today couldn't get any f***ing worse. I just found out from my step-sister that my father died from leukaemia this morning... and I don't know how I should feel. ::

Oh man Graeme, I'm sorry to hear this. I send my respects to you and your family.

 

[Graeme1988]

Oh man Graeme, I'm sorry to hear this. I send my respects to you and your family.

I don't know what to say... :: Thank you for your condolences.

 

[muxmux]

Just when I thought today couldn't get any f***ing worse. I just found out from my step-sister that my father died from leukaemia this morning... and I don't know how I should feel. ::

I'm sorry for your loss Graeme ::

 

[Graeme1988]

I'm sorry for your loss Graeme ::

Again, thanks for your condolences everyone.

F***! This week hasn't gotten off to a good start. ::

 

[Graeme1988]

So sorry to hear about this Graeme. We are all here for you.

Aw, thanks, I appreciate that.

 

[Srijita52]

Just when I thought today couldn't get any f***ing worse. I just found out from my step-sister that my father died from leukaemia this morning... and I don't know how I should feel. ::

Oh that's awful. I'm really sorry Graeme.

 

[1BlackSheep]

^^^

My condolences to you and your family, Graeme.

 

[AGR]

like time is passing me by,it didnt help looking at the facebook of my cousins and some childhood friends,incredible as it is I never looked before, but this past weekend I did,they are all beautiful,married,with girlfriends,husbands, lots of friends,feel like the ugly duckling compared to them, they are so perfect,kind afraid of meeting them again.....

 

[Falkor]

I feel you. It's really tough and emotionally exhausting being alone. Maybe some people can take it more easily but i'm unfortunately one of those that need some social contact in my life.

Yea it's really tough and emotionally, and I have deep respect for the people whom can deal with this feeling so well and just not need it, how great would only be if I were anti social.. Well, I am anti social like as beeing seen, but I'm very social in mind, what I dream of, people liking me and want me as their friends or something. That's a dream of mine. I can't understand how people don't want that, at the other hand it would be great if I didn't have the need to. Then problem would be solved, though that is a very rare disease that would make me a people away pusher, so still I'm glad I'm just like this, but it hurts like hell from the heart.

 

[Graeme1988]

Oh that's awful. I'm really sorry Graeme.

^^^

My condolences to you and your family, Graeme.

Thanks for the support at this very difficult time. ::

 

[Srijita52]

Thanks for the support at this very difficult time. ::

Hang in there Graeme...

 

[CillaHasBrainActivity]

Just when I thought today couldn't get any f***ing worse. I just found out from my step-sister that my father died from leukaemia this morning... and I don't know how I should feel. ::

Ah, man. Dealing with loss is extremely difficult, especially when you don't know how you should be feeling.

Hang in there.

 

[MikeyC]

Wow, I'm sorry for your loss, Graeme.... ::

 

[Graeme1988]

Hang in there Graeme...

Ah, man. Dealing with loss is extremely difficult, especially when you don't know how you should be feeling.

Hang in there.

Yeah... I will.

Wow, I'm sorry for your loss, Graeme.... ::

I'm having mixed emotions at the moment, to tell you the truth. Considering that my father and I didn't really get along. Quite overwhelmed by it, actually.

 

[Shyangel]

I didn't get the job...Ahh, what can ya do. I'm disappointed, but I figured this is what would have happened. I got an E-mail saying they chose another applicant...I'll just keep looking. Someone's got to give in eventually.

 

[WeirdyMcGee]

^You'll find one, angel!
Keep looking!
Don't give up!

 

[Silatuyok]

i am painfully shy, quiet, and, yes, weird. i know this. but i try. everyday. i am nice to everyone and i work damn hard. i know it SHOULD be, "if people don't see that, that is their problem." but it is my problem when my job is on the line. and... stress ensues.

Great job standing up for yourself! If anything it sounds like your supervisor should be the disposable employee.

 

[lonely_drummer]

Hmmmm, kinda annoyed but there's nothing I can do about it. Just spent an hour and a half at the hospital to get the exact same answers I got 2 weeks ago about my shoulders. The only new thing is the fracture on my left humerus is actually multiple fractures and now I gotta wait 5 more weeks to get an answer on the surgery deal, urgggghh annoying!!! They said typically they wouldn't operate but since I dislocated them from seizures, they pop out from the back instead of the front which is more typical, so it just complicates things a little more. However on a good note, he showed me all my x rays and ct scan in great detail which was cool and interesting. He showed me an X-ray of my right shoulder and you could see the whole mess I did on it, my sternum and ribs from 5 years ago when i was in a bad car accident. Annnnd, when I was walking down a hall a bunch of nurses walked by me and I heard them saying "hey I remember him!". Lol, so I turned around and gave them a wink and a wave, it was pretty funny and something I typically wouldn't do lol.

 

[SilentBird]

Too far gone.