How are you feeling?

[EscapeArtist]

I'm confused.. I feel like I'm on the right path in life, learning that health and simple life are more important than the other things people are chasing, but my mom is falling apart because I'm not choosing school.... And I do need to get a job... I feel ashamed I guess, that it's so difficult for me to get a job or go to school or go travel, becuase I'm not where I want to be, mental health handicap whatever wise... Is that an excuse? I don't feel like it is... when it's hard to survive life how does a person go a step further o_o I will start with part time work I hope that will make her happy enough and be proud of me again..

 

[MikeyC]

I'm having mixed emotions at the moment, to tell you the truth. Considering that my father and I didn't really get along. Quite overwhelmed by it, actually.

Of course. Deal with it the best you can, my friend.

I didn't get the job...Ahh, what can ya do. I'm disappointed, but I figured this is what would have happened. I got an E-mail saying they chose another applicant...I'll just keep looking. Someone's got to give in eventually.

I'm sorry, Angel. Keep your head up, and remember that you said you did really well in the interview, so your next one will be even better again.

Back to work tomorrow and it's an important week. Hopefully it will be done soon but I'll appreciate the distraction from a couple of paranoid thoughts I've had today and yesterday.

I'm sorry you've had paranoid thoughts. You can chat to me about them if you need to.

Hmmmm, kinda annoyed but there's nothing I can do about it. Just spent an hour and a half at the hospital to get the exact same answers I got 2 weeks ago about my shoulders. The only new thing is the fracture on my left humerus is actually multiple fractures and now I gotta wait 5 more weeks to get an answer on the surgery deal, urgggghh annoying!!! They said typically they wouldn't operate but since I dislocated them from seizures, they pop out from the back instead of the front which is more typical, so it just complicates things a little more. However on a good note, he showed me all my x rays and ct scan in great detail which was cool and interesting. He showed me an X-ray of my right shoulder and you could see the whole mess I did on it, my sternum and ribs from 5 years ago when i was in a bad car accident. Annnnd, when I was walking down a hall a bunch of nurses walked by me and I heard them saying "hey I remember him!". Lol, so I turned around and gave them a wink and a wave, it was pretty funny and something I typically wouldn't do lol.

Terrible and awesome at the same time. The nurses remembering you seems a bit crazy. Maybe they only remember the good-looking patients?

Too far gone.

I'm sorry, mate. You're not too far gone. Hang in there.

I'm confused.. I feel like I'm on the right path in life, learning that health and simple life are more important than the other things people are chasing, but my mom is falling apart because I'm not choosing school.... And I do need to get a job... I feel ashamed I guess, that it's so difficult for me to get a job or go to school or go travel, becuase I'm not where I want to be, mental health handicap whatever wise... Is that an excuse? I don't feel like it is... when it's hard to survive life how does a person go a step further o_o I will start with part time work I hope that will make her happy enough and be proud of me again..

Don't worry about what your mum is saying. If you're not ready to do things, don't do them. You do have a disadvantage of mental hurdles, which could be something she doesn't understand fully. Getting a job is important, but only do it when you're ready. Life is not tailor-made for everyone, so do what you think is important.

 

[EscapeArtist]

Mikey, you are such an admirable soul. Look at how much help you try and give to everybody. What would this site be without you? <3

 

[MikeyC]

Mikey, you are such an admirable soul. Look at how much help you try and give to everybody. What would this site be without you? <3

Thank you for your kind words. Unfortunately I do not feel the same....

 

[SilentBird]

Mikey, you are such an admirable soul. Look at how much help you try and give to everybody. What would this site be without you? <3

True

....

 

[Invisibleman]

I dont really know what to feel these days. I feel kinda of numb and empty. Graduation is coming up soon but im not at all excited like everybody else is::

 

[Silatuyok]

Mikey, you are such an admirable soul. Look at how much help you try and give to everybody. What would this site be without you? <3

Definitely true. Now if we could just get him to see how awesome he is...

 

[Graeme1988]

 

[SilentBird]

Wow, reminds me of something from the x-files, people are so puzzling. I puzzle myself.

 

[Rawz]

Stupid headache.

 

[MikeyC]

True

Definitely true. Now if we could just get him to see how awesome he is...

Thanks to both of you. Marie, I think you'll have to do some intense hypnosis on me.

I dont really know what to feel these days. I feel kinda of numb and empty. Graduation is coming up soon but im not at all excited like everybody else is::

I was never excited for graduation, either. Well, I was in the sense that I wouldn't see anyone ever again. The act of graduating sucked, though. Oh, well. I hope you have a decent time anyway.

 

[lonely_drummer]

Terrible and awesome at the same time. The nurses remembering you seems a bit crazy. Maybe they only remember the good-looking patients?

Hahahaha I doubt it! I think they just remember me cuz they all were shocked I dislocated both shoulders lol. I guess it's not very common

 

[drganon]

frustrated.

 

[MikeyC]

Hahahaha I doubt it! I think they just remember me cuz they all were shocked I dislocated both shoulders lol. I guess it's not very common

I suppose, but it could still be your good looks at play, too!

 

[superfluouslyme]

My blood pressure is rising. I can't get my bottle of soda open!

ETA: Okay, so I tried cutting the cap off. Bad idea. It turns out that soda bottles kind of pop like wine bottles do. The lid flew somewhere in my room, but I can't find it. And I'm covered in Mountain Dew. But it's open!

 

[Srijita52]

You're a great person Mikey, you really shouldn't be so hard on yourself.

 

[Srijita52]

frustrated.

What's wrong?

 

[MikeyC]

You're a great person Mikey, you really shouldn't be so hard on yourself.

Thank you, Srijita. I just don't see it. You are a great person, though. Always compassionate and caring. Good things definitely need to come your way.

 

[Srijita52]

Thank you, Srijita. I just don't see it. You are a great person, though. Always compassionate and caring. Good things definitely need to come your way.

Thank you. I don't see them coming yet but I guess one can just hope.

 

[lonely_drummer]

I suppose, but it could still be your good looks at play, too!

A lot of people do say I have a very familiar face. I always get people saying "have we met before?" when I never seen the person my whole life lol. Plus it's pretty hard to miss a big bearded dude with 2 arm slings walking down the hall lol