Got a mask from the pharmacy that should help with all the smoke in my home, since my mum smokes like a chimney with complete disregard for my health. A shame it doesn't have Darth Vader breathing sound effects.
Got a mask from the pharmacy that should help with all the smoke in my home, since my mum smokes like a chimney with complete disregard for my health. A shame it doesn't have Darth Vader breathing sound effects.
I always end up in social circles that simply DO NOT share my interests. It's incredibly frustrating.
I pretty much gave up on trying to find people who have the same interests as me.heh
I used to be really picky about who I spent my time around,but I dropped that habit and It's honestly one of the best things I've ever done.
Met a lot of great people since doing so that I would have never given a chance before.
I might not have a whole lot in common with them,but doesn't really matter at the end of the day honestly.
Also,You might have anything in common with one particular group but once you start meeting their friends and their friends friends....you're bound to run into somebody you have something in common with and you get introduced to other groups.
It bothers me how I'm always there for people whenever I need them, but whenever I need them there's nobody around. Feel like I'm getting taken for granted or something. I could really use some friends to talk too right now and I've been feeling like that for awhile, I hate this lonely feeling.....
kind of annoyed. feel like I want to say something back to someone who was a bit offensive and rude but don't wish to get into an argument. so instead I end up feeling publicly humiliated by the situation and brooding over it. i'm probably going to hold a grudge against that person too..
**** my life.
My way of thinking is flawed most probably. I can see darkness where it doesn't exist. I have the capacity to see think about negatives where many won't find any. I desire for the optimism most people have, their capacity for love, to give love and recieve love. Unfortuntely, I lack that, and so I will never get enough.
I just checked the status of a job application I sent and realized it won't be considered because I forgot to join a copy of my diploma. Damn 🙁
Anyway it's probably for the best. It involved moving 18 hours drive all the way to no man's land in a ghost village where the summer last about one week, to be the team leader of some crew destined to protect a bunch of islands. Sounds awesome on the short term but I would have gone crazy after 2 months.
My way of thinking is flawed most probably. I can see darkness where it doesn't exist. I have the capacity to see think about negatives where many won't find any. I desire for the optimism most people have, their capacity for love, to give love and recieve love. Unfortuntely, I lack that, and so I will never get enough.
To be honest, I've not met many positive thinking "normal" people.
In my daily routines I see ALOT of sour faces and over-hear ALOT of b****ing.
Even common courtesy is becoming rare. It's rare for someone to make eye contact and say "hi" or hold a door for you or to say "thank you" if you hold the door for them.
I seriously don't think that "normal" people are more positive or more loving.
Is there any way to put more pages/sheets in a notebook without it looking awful? I think I'm going to be a few pages short of fitting an entire class' notes there. It's one of those simple notebooks, no spiral or anything, the kind with just two staples in the middle.
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