Well I joined a local SA group yesterday their next meet is Sunday but I'll be busy, might go to the next one if I can get to know them a bit beforehand. Still sh.ittin it though...
I'm tired of career aptitude tests telling me I'd be good at jobs in science and math. How the hell would I be good at something that I a) find overwhelming (complex math problems), b) ALWAYS had difficulty learning (nitty gritty scientific details), or c) don't find interesting AT ALL (both of them)?
Just because someone is "analytical", doesn't mean they're the next f**king Einstein. I'll take words over numbers and abstract ideas over factual reality any day.
It f*cking sucks when you are the only one in your group who has insomnia. Everyone goes to sleep and you are left alone with nothing to do and no one to talk to.
The worst thing about colds is the blocked nose dat makes u tald dy dis.
I need it to clear soon because I want to record something for MikeyC ^
Also... it's Spring! My favourite time of year. Had a big weight lifted off my shoulders recently and now I'm going out for some Chinese food on my day off 🙂 Starting a strict dieting programme next month for 4-weeks though. Really hoping it makes a difference to my energy levels and quality of sleep bahhh.
The worst thing about colds is the blocked nose dat makes u tald dy dis.
I need it to clear soon because I want to record something for MikeyC ^
Also... it's Spring! My favourite time of year. Had a big weight lifted off my shoulders recently and now I'm going out for some Chinese food on my day off 🙂 Starting a strict dieting programme next month for 4-weeks though. Really hoping it makes a difference to my energy levels and quality of sleep bahhh.
That's a cool/smart way to go about fixing energy levels / sleep. Forgot how much diet and exercise can affect sleep, sooooo drastically. Gotta get back on that train too!
It f*cking sucks when you are the only one in your group who has insomnia. Everyone goes to sleep and you are left alone with nothing to do and no one to talk to.
It definitely sucks, sorry you've to deal with it.
Arrived home, had a letter from my university on my desk (my mum left it there).
I was going to open it but I noticed someone had already opened it before (obviously my mum).
I don't really have anything to hide (the letter was just about checking my account to make sure they didn't make any mistakes when changing to the new internet platform), but I was pretty annoyed at the fact that even though it was addressed to me, someone else decided to open it and check what it was about without permission.
Just adds up to my will to leave this house as soon as possible.
Well right now I'm super pissed off. I'm getting sick of people telling me that I always need to be all happy and positive. Guess what? I'm not happy, I'm bitter, I'm negative, I'm very unpleasent to be around but that's who I am. I'm sorry I'm not "normal" maybe there's something wrong with me but that's me anyway and I know no one gives a damn so why even bother?
Well right now I'm super pissed off. I'm getting sick of people telling me that I always need to be all happy and positive. Guess what? I'm not happy, I'm bitter, I'm negative, I'm very unpleasent to be around but that's who I am. I'm sorry I'm not "normal" maybe there's something wrong with me but that's me anyway and I know no one gives a damn so why even bother?
Aw, Srijita, darlin'... sorry yer feelin' that way at the moment. :sad:
Though ah can relate, am gettin' the same from people around me. Ah dinnae think it possible tae always be happy an' positive. Well, maybe, for some folk. But no me... am a dour, pessimistic, bitter, cynicial auld bastard! 🤭 With a deadpan soundin' Scottish voice that would change the atmosphere at a party! Nae kiddin' either! Despite that soundin' very funny. It because ah tend tae give dour, matter-of-fact one word answers to maist o' the questions am asked. So conversations wi' me dinnae really get aw that animated as such...
Anyway, hope ye feel better soon, Srijita. Ah don't know if ma ramblin' help any, there? Since I'm in a similar situation.
Wish ah could say something helpful but... :idontknow:
The worst thing about colds is the blocked nose dat makes u tald dy dis.
I need it to clear soon because I want to record something for MikeyC ^
Also... it's Spring! My favourite time of year. Had a big weight lifted off my shoulders recently and now I'm going out for some Chinese food on my day off 🙂 Starting a strict dieting programme next month for 4-weeks though. Really hoping it makes a difference to my energy levels and quality of sleep bahhh.
Apart from the cold, which I share with you at the moment, all this sounds good. Can't wait to get a nice recording! 😀
Well right now I'm super pissed off. I'm getting sick of people telling me that I always need to be all happy and positive. Guess what? I'm not happy, I'm bitter, I'm negative, I'm very unpleasent to be around but that's who I am. I'm sorry I'm not "normal" maybe there's something wrong with me but that's me anyway and I know no one gives a damn so why even bother?
You just have a different temperament. People can be very annoying at times. Hang in there. Hope you're feeling better.
Aw, Srijita, darlin'... sorry yer feelin' that way at the moment. :sad:
Though ah can relate, am gettin' the same from people around me. Ah dinnae think it possible tae always be happy an' positive. Well, maybe, for some folk. But no me... am a dour, pessimistic, bitter, cynicial auld bastard! 🤭 With a deadpan soundin' Scottish voice that would change the atmosphere at a party! Nae kiddin' either! Despite that soundin' very funny. It because ah tend tae give dour, matter-of-fact one word answers to maist o' the questions am asked. So conversations wi' me dinnae really get aw that animated as such...
Anyway, hope ye feel better soon, Srijita. Ah don't know if ma ramblin' help any, there? Since I'm in a similar situation.
Wish ah could say something helpful but... :idontknow:
Thanks Graeme, I'm sorry you're going through the same thing. You know I'm always here if you want to chat.
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