Earlier today I wished for an opportunity to talk to a girl, while I was waiting at the bus stop. Well, I actually got the opportunity just the way I wanted it to happen. And yet, I couldn't take it.
Usually when I wish for an opportunity like this it never happens the way I want it to. There's always a big deviation from what I was hoping for and I use that as excuse to not take whatever opportunity that comes up. But this time it was different. The opportunity was exactly the way I had thought up. Exactly the way I wanted it to be. And it wasn't the sort of thing where I'd only have one second to make a move. I had a good 5 minutes to make a move. But I couldn't. And there's no excuse for it this time.
And after that I really hated myself. I didn't think I was this weak.
:thinking: From your post I have deducted that floating around somewhere in your vast subconscious, there is a strong desire to eat a Lobster.
Am I right? I'm right aren't I!? :bigsmile:
:thinking: From your post I have deducted that floating around somewhere in your vast subconscious, there is a strong desire to eat a Lobster.
Am I right? I'm right aren't I!? :bigsmile:
Eat...lobster? Iewwww!
That's opabinia, one of my favorite Cambrian animals.
20km run today, 10km race tomorrow. Local races are always hard, there are people there who have a problem with and/or my anxiety.
Way to go! I've recently resumed my running attempts, although that damn DVT left my leg pretty weak..can't run more then a few minutes at a time, but I hope that if I'll continue, it will get better
Way to go! I've recently resumed my running attempts, although that damn DVT left my leg pretty weak..can't run more then a few minutes at a time, but I hope that if I'll continue, it will get better
Good luck building up to it, Amitush, mixing in walking with running can help build the distance covered without injury.
Ah feel conficted maist o' the time... :idontknow:
No sure if am daein' the right thing, or if am just daein' somethin' because ah've been telt tae do it? Ah wish ah wasnae such a people pleaser aw the time. Ah should really stop carin' what other folk think o' me as well. Tae some degree. It doesnae exactly help ma confidence... worryin' aboot what others think.
Passover holiday is officialy behind me, and I am less pissed that I have thought I would be..I guess that studying is ain't so bad, after all
I'm not religious, and I'm only Jewish on my father's side, but I went to a Passover seder once and I really enjoyed it, found it very interesting. A friend of mine attended his friend's Passover celebration this year and I'm a little jealous, haven't been to one in years.
Speaking of religion... Rick Warren's son committed suicide. Reading the comments on those types of news stories is always... interesting, to say the least...
What disturbed me most about it is that Warren and his wife didn't look or sound very sad during the snippet of the interview I saw. I guess everyone grieves in their own way and you're not supposed to judge that process, but... Maybe they're still in shock. Maybe they're so secure in their belief that he's in a better place. Maybe they're vacant inside because of greed and a bit of power. Maybe their son was gay and they didn't accept him, perhaps they even hated him for it? Maybe that's too extreme. Who knows. It does make me wonder though.
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