Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

[Ithior]

Earlier today I wished for an opportunity to talk to a girl, while I was waiting at the bus stop. Well, I actually got the opportunity just the way I wanted it to happen. And yet, I couldn't take it.
Usually when I wish for an opportunity like this it never happens the way I want it to. There's always a big deviation from what I was hoping for and I use that as excuse to not take whatever opportunity that comes up. But this time it was different. The opportunity was exactly the way I had thought up. Exactly the way I wanted it to be. And it wasn't the sort of thing where I'd only have one second to make a move. I had a good 5 minutes to make a move. But I couldn't. And there's no excuse for it this time.

And after that I really hated myself. I didn't think I was this weak.

 

[Pacific_Loner]

I'm having a terrible day.......

 

[BlueDays]

:thinking: From your post I have deducted that floating around somewhere in your vast subconscious, there is a strong desire to eat a Lobster.
Am I right? I'm right aren't I!? :bigsmile:

I'm having a terrible day.......

Sorry to see your going through a rough time atm Loner :sad:
(((Hugs)))
I hope a solution presents itself that improves your day as soon as possible.

 

[NathanielWingatePeaslee]

:thinking: From your post I have deducted that floating around somewhere in your vast subconscious, there is a strong desire to eat a Lobster.
Am I right? I'm right aren't I!? :bigsmile:

Eat...lobster? Iewwww!

That's opabinia, one of my favorite Cambrian animals.

Sorry to see your going through a rough time atm Loner :sad:
(((Hugs)))
I hope a solution presents itself that improves your day as soon as possible.

I just turned on the minichat but she wasn't there. :sad:

 

[this_portrait]

I am seriously convinced I have some other kind of disorder that is only kept somewhat in check by my SA.

 

[Srijita52]

I'm having a terrible day.......

Hang in there Loner.
I'm having an awful day myself, I don't know why I expect so much from people.

 

[Kiwong]

20km run today, 10km race tomorrow. Local races are always hard, there are people there who have a problem with and/or my anxiety.

 

[Amitush123]

20km run today, 10km race tomorrow. Local races are always hard, there are people there who have a problem with and/or my anxiety.

Way to go! I've recently resumed my running attempts, although that damn DVT left my leg pretty weak..can't run more then a few minutes at a time, but I hope that if I'll continue, it will get better

 

[Kiwong]

Way to go! I've recently resumed my running attempts, although that damn DVT left my leg pretty weak..can't run more then a few minutes at a time, but I hope that if I'll continue, it will get better

Good luck building up to it, Amitush, mixing in walking with running can help build the distance covered without injury.

 

[LoyalXenite]

Hang in there Loner.
I'm having an awful day myself, I don't know why I expect so much from people.

Sorry to hear so many are having a bad day today.
If you need an ear (or eye) my inbox is always open.

 

[Graeme1988]

Ah feel conficted maist o' the time... :idontknow:

No sure if am daein' the right thing, or if am just daein' somethin' because ah've been telt tae do it? Ah wish ah wasnae such a people pleaser aw the time. Ah should really stop carin' what other folk think o' me as well. Tae some degree. It doesnae exactly help ma confidence... worryin' aboot what others think.

 

[BlackPuma]

Whenever I see a flickering street light I like to imagine that a spy lives nearby and is receiving a secret message in Morse code.

 

[xfactishappy]

Whenever I see a flickering street light I like to imagine that a spy lives nearby and is receiving a secret message in Morse code.

I heart that.

That's my thought for now.

 

[MikeyC]

Whenever I see a flickering street light I like to imagine that a spy lives nearby and is receiving a secret message in Morse code.

:thumbup: :thumbup:

 

[Amitush123]

Passover holiday is officialy behind me, and I am less pissed that I have thought I would be..I guess that studying is ain't so bad, after all

 

[Srijita52]

Whenever I see a flickering street light I like to imagine that a spy lives nearby and is receiving a secret message in Morse code.

Haha I definitely know where you're coming from!
Thanks Loyal, I hope you're feeling better now.

 

[Lamb]

Does anyone have recommendations to sites or programs where I can download PC games? I'm looking for a specific one.. need something to distract me.

 

[Remus]

Does anyone have recommendations to sites or programs where I can download PC games? I'm looking for a specific one.. need something to distract me.

There's a lot of good free to play games on steam these days, mostly MMOs.

 

[Opaline]

Passover holiday is officialy behind me, and I am less pissed that I have thought I would be..I guess that studying is ain't so bad, after all

I'm not religious, and I'm only Jewish on my father's side, but I went to a Passover seder once and I really enjoyed it, found it very interesting. A friend of mine attended his friend's Passover celebration this year and I'm a little jealous, haven't been to one in years.

 

[Opaline]

Speaking of religion... Rick Warren's son committed suicide. Reading the comments on those types of news stories is always... interesting, to say the least...

What disturbed me most about it is that Warren and his wife didn't look or sound very sad during the snippet of the interview I saw. I guess everyone grieves in their own way and you're not supposed to judge that process, but... Maybe they're still in shock. Maybe they're so secure in their belief that he's in a better place. Maybe they're vacant inside because of greed and a bit of power. Maybe their son was gay and they didn't accept him, perhaps they even hated him for it? Maybe that's too extreme. Who knows. It does make me wonder though.