Lea
Banned
I always have so strange dreams.. there is darkness everywhere, or at least half darkness. I go somewhere or have to return somewhere, but keep forgetting things, then leaving for them and in the course forgetting there something else instead of it. Like I go for my bag, but forget my sleeping bag there now. Or million of things that prevent me reaching the place that I want to. In fact it seems very simple to get where I want, but I keep messing up all the time. Not only I forget things, but also take the wrong trains or lifts etc. Or I have to return for my things to dangerous places. Then when I hope I am nearly there, only return for one thing, I wake up. Sometimes I dream of having to clean for someone, so I clean half of my dream through, then wake up and no reward. I have heard of some people saying they always have happy dreams, but my dreams are always sad, surreal, lonely and bleak.