Sourgirl
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This thread is a thread to vent, feel happy, be sad, just post your feelings at the moment
for me I'm relieved my hangover wore off from saturday :S blech!
apart from that feeling upbeat
like crap, hopeless, sad, confused, alone
How are you feeling?
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like crap, hopeless, sad, confused, alone
BlueDays
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^I was just reading about a woman who had to get a cancerous breast cut off BEFORE any type anesthesia was invented! Anyway the doctor who was to cut it off actually told her - before he started the surgery - to make sure she screams! So there must be some benefit to it.
@Graybebeard, whatever you have done, don't be too hard on yourself! Humans are not robots.
Scream your heart out, it seems as if it does have some benefit.
nodejesque
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I hate frozen yogurt. That's a feeling, right?
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
If yer oan aboot tha hatred, then aye, it is. :bigsmile:
anomicdeer
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Completely unsuccessful
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Aye, ah've been wonderin' that masel', lately. :sad:
Phoenixx
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Lost. Been feeling that way all year. I was so happy last year -- and that isn't to say I haven't had happy moments this year because I have -- but that overall "staying" happiness, that internal comfort I knew I had, has pretty much disappeared, has for a while now. What happened, me? :sad: You were so excited to grab this bull by the horns and make the most of everything and here you are over a year later and all of that motivation is gone and you're stuck and there's seemingly no way out.
The more I'm here (in my living situation), the more I feel alienated. I know I feel this way because I don't have friends here or any sort of acquaintances or family. I know it's because every day for the past year I have been alone. Every time I do go to visit friends and family, that comfort comes back, only to be snatched away the next day when I have to leave.
I feel like I can't make a life here so far away. I feel like I've tried only to fail. I'm ready to move on to other things and yet I feel chained down. I know I won't be here forever, but it's been long enough to me. I'm done with being trapped. If I knew my career wouldn't suffer, I'd drop out of college in a heartbeat.
(I seem to always be coming back here even though I had posted my goodbyes months ago.)
The more I'm here (in my living situation), the more I feel alienated. I know I feel this way because I don't have friends here or any sort of acquaintances or family. I know it's because every day for the past year I have been alone. Every time I do go to visit friends and family, that comfort comes back, only to be snatched away the next day when I have to leave.
I feel like I can't make a life here so far away. I feel like I've tried only to fail. I'm ready to move on to other things and yet I feel chained down. I know I won't be here forever, but it's been long enough to me. I'm done with being trapped. If I knew my career wouldn't suffer, I'd drop out of college in a heartbeat.
(I seem to always be coming back here even though I had posted my goodbyes months ago.)
I'm in a big decision right now, and I realized that I'm not happy; and I know that. But I believe that right now its best for me to go and find my happiness...I've been Isolated for 2 years but not all the time, I went to school and I also worked full-time. I've been living in my parents house and I believe its best to go back where I used to live. Where there's something I need to face...it seems we all got multiple difficulties that goes with us everyday. But we got to hold onto what we love most and we also got to appreciate what we are given. I don't know if any of you been in a situation kind of like me...but I thought I'd just share this.
anomicdeer
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Omg this music is ridiculous hahahaha
LoyalXenite
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Feeling like I'm being squeezed til there is no air left inside of me. I just need things to work out for once. I didn't realize asking for life to stop shitting on me for a little while was too much
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
It's depressin' tae be aware uh tha fact that am reliant upon people who are so unwilling to help me when I asking them to.
F**kin' hate ma family. :kickingmyself:
F**kin' hate ma family. :kickingmyself:
GraybeardGhost
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Nervous, nervous, nervous.
I think I know how you feel, Blue: the constant fatigue, frustration, every day a Sysyphean ordeal. I doubt that I have as many compulsory parts to my life as you do to yours—there are one or two small advantages to being completely alone and unwanted—but those few I have leave me flattened, sometimes for days.
I wish I had some great advice for you, more than just the same tired, old platitudes. I wish I could tell you what it's all for, that there's some reason why the universe has chosen to trample us so. I don't have any answers. I don't think anyone does, though many claim to have it all neatly wrapped up with ribbons and bows. All I can tell you is that I understand what you're going through as much as another soul can from the other side of the world. I wish you peace and some measure of contentment, as I wish those things for myself and everyone here. Maybe we'll all feel better someday.
I think I know how you feel, Blue: the constant fatigue, frustration, every day a Sysyphean ordeal. I doubt that I have as many compulsory parts to my life as you do to yours—there are one or two small advantages to being completely alone and unwanted—but those few I have leave me flattened, sometimes for days.
I wish I had some great advice for you, more than just the same tired, old platitudes. I wish I could tell you what it's all for, that there's some reason why the universe has chosen to trample us so. I don't have any answers. I don't think anyone does, though many claim to have it all neatly wrapped up with ribbons and bows. All I can tell you is that I understand what you're going through as much as another soul can from the other side of the world. I wish you peace and some measure of contentment, as I wish those things for myself and everyone here. Maybe we'll all feel better someday.
BlueDays
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^ Thank you, Graybeard.
Your reply just blew some oxygen into my soul. Much gratitude.
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Aye, ah know that feelin' aw too well. Story o' ma life for the last few years.
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Ah wish ah hud a better means of coping, instead of this "Wheesht an get oan wae it" mentality. Cuz everything goin' wrong around me, and yet, ah dinnae feel aw that bothered by that. Is cold an cruel of me to treat ma dysfunctional family with the same emotional detachment as ma parents did me? :question: