Not slept much in the last 2 days. I'm worried aboot how ah'll actually cope in a few months' time, bein' on ma own again. Feelin' quite stressed aboot it.
But ah cannae bring masel' to actually say this out loud to ma family cuz they always think I'm just over-reacting, as always.
No sayin' ah huv'nae coped badly in the past... It's just been hard huvin to be self-taught when it comes to the basic life skills cuz ma family huv refused to let me fend for myself. Or more to the point, my mum won't. What with me being too effin' stupid in their eyes.
So there, that's whit's been gittin' oan ma tits, as of late. :kickingmyself:
I was feeling nostalgic, I think. I haven't been on this site for a rather long time. I'm not sure what I was feeling nostalgic for, as when I was more active on this site, I was much more depressed I think...but yeah. The site feels empty now, as I don't recognize any of the usernames or anything. So yeah; my nostalgia has morphed into more of a mild depression now. *shrugs*
I haven't been out of the house in four weeks. I'll have to go pretty soon if I want to continue to eat. Got no more money for pizza, and even if I did, that toxic shit's killing me. Gotta get some human food. Gotta go to the stores. Gotta face the people. I'm scared. :sad:
I haven't been out of the house in four weeks. I'll have to go pretty soon if I want to continue to eat. Got no more money for pizza, and even if I did, that toxic shit's killing me. Gotta get some human food. Gotta go to the stores. Gotta face the people. I'm scared. :sad:
I think the longest I've spent without leaving my house was maybe two weeks, and that was more due to laziness than fear...
Good luck...since the primary mission is getting sustenance, maybe use an MP3 player or something. That way you'll keep interaction with other people down to a minimum.
I haven't been out of the house in four weeks. I'll have to go pretty soon if I want to continue to eat. Got no more money for pizza, and even if I did, that toxic shit's killing me. Gotta get some human food. Gotta go to the stores. Gotta face the people. I'm scared. :sad:
I haven't been out of the house in four weeks. I'll have to go pretty soon if I want to continue to eat. Got no more money for pizza, and even if I did, that toxic shit's killing me. Gotta get some human food. Gotta go to the stores. Gotta face the people. I'm scared. :sad:
Can you get the groceries delivered to you? Where I live you can order on line and pick it up at the front counter of the shop, or have them delivered to your door. That's what I did earlier this year when my anxiety was bad and I started having problems with shopping in stores.
If you are feeling bad, it means you are riding on a frequency which will give you things to make you feel even worse. Try to feel good anyhow. Watch songs, motivational movies, favorite TV shows. Do anything to get to the good frequency.
I haven't been out of the house in four weeks. I'll have to go pretty soon if I want to continue to eat. Got no more money for pizza, and even if I did, that toxic shit's killing me. Gotta get some human food. Gotta go to the stores. Gotta face the people. I'm scared. :sad:
^Could you wear a bulky hat that hangs down over a lot of your face, and keep your sunglasses on when you are inside shopping?
If I hide my face a bit it kind of "shields" me psychologically against people. They can't see all of your face and you can't see their reactions as well with sunglasses on.
I was feeling nostalgic, I think. I haven't been on this site for a rather long time. I'm not sure what I was feeling nostalgic for, as when I was more active on this site, I was much more depressed I think...but yeah. The site feels empty now, as I don't recognize any of the usernames or anything. So yeah; my nostalgia has morphed into more of a mild depression now. *shrugs*
OH WELL! Have a good day everyone!
^ I remember you zharl! Hello :greeting:
Yeah, there are not as many active members as there used to be.
Ah cannot be arsed gittin' in shape an ah've got a buckin' physical assesment to do in a just under a months' time. :omg: :kickingmyself:
Could really do with some motivational, upbeat, happy c*nt in ma life right now. As opposed tae tha dour-faced, miserable. uptight f**kers am related to... :kickingmyself:
So many headaches lately, so much to get done! :sad:
If I wrote all of the things I need to get done on a "Too do list" I would want to jump off the nearest high building.
Life is very important, don't waste it. :perfect: Add few things in your To Do List - such as eating healthy food, exercise, making people happy. Before you sleep, thank God for everything!
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