MikeyC
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I hear you, dottie. It sucks. :
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How are you feeling?
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KiaKaha
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All this talk of appearances and looks and what not is making me feel depressed.
I wish I *felt* attractive - even though I dont think I am (and I have suspicions as to why I think that way too - although naturally no one is going to come outright and tell me I am ugly - so it's only suspicions) - I just wish I could *delude* myself into feeling confident about my appearance - if only for the sheer fact of making me feel OK about it all - rather than feeling constantly handicapped and self conscious of my lack of sex appeal and looks.
ra ra ra.. etc.
I wish I *felt* attractive - even though I dont think I am (and I have suspicions as to why I think that way too - although naturally no one is going to come outright and tell me I am ugly - so it's only suspicions) - I just wish I could *delude* myself into feeling confident about my appearance - if only for the sheer fact of making me feel OK about it all - rather than feeling constantly handicapped and self conscious of my lack of sex appeal and looks.
ra ra ra.. etc.
MikeyC
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I think you're a better-looking bloke than I am. Just a personal opinion.
KiaKaha
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Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Well... I self-harmed yesterday evening. So, I've kinda relapsed - so to speak.
Feeling ashamed of myself. Hopefully I won't fall back into old patterns. ::
Feeling ashamed of myself. Hopefully I won't fall back into old patterns. :
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planemo
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Well... I self-harmed yesterday evening. So, I've kinda relapsed - so to speak.
Feeling ashamed of myself. Hopefully I won't fall back into old patterns. :
I've been there so many times myself. Hang in there and keep strong.
don't worry you can't be a loser when i'm still on the planet.:
: hope you feel better.
GraybeardGhost
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Hurtin' all over, and I have to go out this afternoon. Bleah.
You're both gorgeous. Kia you look like skinny / very adorable Bruce Willis? Mikey, you look like a model especially when you smile. Win-win.
Well... I self-harmed yesterday evening. So, I've kinda relapsed - so to speak.
Feeling ashamed of myself. Hopefully I won't fall back into old patterns. :
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: Sorry Graeme that you feel so sad, it's okay. You have no one around to talk to? Aw friend, you're a sweet person. I wish something I could say would help. Just fight it, the best you can.But, you're not one. I read your other post and know you may feel alone; anxiety can be terrible.
That sucks, I hope your pain calm down. Sorry.
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Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
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Thanks for the compliment. But other than restarting my CBT sessions, I have no-one to really talk to. I mean, besides here, of course. Don't really open up to my family much, since they have a tendency to overreact.
I cancelled my therapist appointment. My allergies are on the fritz and I just want to lay in bed and relax. I've got my orange juice, my box of kleenex, and my cat to cuddle with. I'm good to go.
Invisibleman
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God I hate it when you try to be nice to people and they are just idiots. Its really what makes me resent the general public.
I went to apply for a job earlier and the girl at the counter was a massvie bitch to me. I walked in,she was reading a freakin magazine. I put on a big smile im like "Hello and good morning" She looks up with the most blank expression before uttering "huh?" "I said hello..." "What do you want?" "you guys are hiring rig-" " mmmmm hmmmm" *glances back at magazine* "So I can hand in my resu-" *snatches it and puts it aside while still glancing at her magazine* I said goodbye she just said "yup"
She acts like its a f**king chore,you cant put a sign up saying "Now Hiring"
and not expect for people to come in and look for a job.To think shes the manager. Real professional
I went to apply for a job earlier and the girl at the counter was a massvie bitch to me. I walked in,she was reading a freakin magazine. I put on a big smile im like "Hello and good morning" She looks up with the most blank expression before uttering "huh?" "I said hello..." "What do you want?" "you guys are hiring rig-" " mmmmm hmmmm" *glances back at magazine* "So I can hand in my resu-" *snatches it and puts it aside while still glancing at her magazine* I said goodbye she just said "yup"
She acts like its a f**king chore,you cant put a sign up saying "Now Hiring"
and not expect for people to come in and look for a job.To think shes the manager. Real professional
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MikeyC
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Feel better soon!
Phoenixx
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^ You and I both. I've been feeling exceptionally self conscious recently, and having a mirrored class in yoga isn't helping any. Very rarely have I ever fully felt confident in how I look and it really just sucks feeling like I want to wear a paper bag over my head all the time, not to mention people have called me "ugly" before. I can say though, Kia, you really are a good looking dude and I hope someday you can truly see that and believe it.
I'm feeling pretty down right now, and exhausted. I've had too much socialization the last two days. Well, I guess not so much socialization as just being around so many people. I'm tired of people. (that does not include you guys here) I need some alone time.
Opaline
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That makes two of us :/
The house I live in is pretty old, so I'm thinking that might be contributing to the allergies, with the probable mold/dust lurking in microscopic corners... or something. Does that makes any sense?
I've been sneezing like I have a cold, but I don't. I've also been waking up with headaches almost every morning, and they feel like sinus headaches.
Do you think it's because of the shift in seasons? I've heard that tends to aggravate allergies regardless of what season it's going into.
Starry
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Broody... A catalogue of reduced price primary school/educational equipment came through the door today... Just looking at it made me want children so much... I want to teach them and love them... But we've already decided not to have children... We have no room and getting a bigger place is out of the question, not to mention my anxieties and how we feel about the world... But knowing how bad the world is for a child and knowing how I would react negatively to so many things doesn't help take the broodiness away...*Sigh* It really doesn't help that I have names and have imagined a little family many, many times...
Ah well, it'll pass... It always does... Let's just forget that the catalogue brought tears to my eyes lol.
Ah well, it'll pass... It always does... Let's just forget that the catalogue brought tears to my eyes lol.