How are you feeling?

Opaline

Opaline

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Lost. Just truly, truly lost.

Full of guilt, shame, fear, insecurity, and some anger.

I don't want pity. That's not what I need or am looking for. I just want to have some peace, to be at peace with myself and my decisions. To have good friends and to eventually get married.

What do I do? What do I DO?

It's so hard to not just give up, but that's not really an option because where I am now is the result of having basically given up already.
 
Labyrinthine

Labyrinthine

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Pretty okay. My school sent me an email saying that I never sent the teacher anything for the missing course, despite my proof. So after that I called them and was quite frankly starting to lose my cool.. when the woman finally got it through her thick skull it was an online course I took. *headdesk* She was able to pull it right up with the grade. She tried to say (with a nervous laugh) that it was done such a long time ago, which was the cause for confusion.
Oh well. At least it's found. Now I can try to focus on finishing. It's that or a GED.

I'd love to feel good about myself once again. I haven't in such a long time.
 
KiaKaha

KiaKaha

Banned
I am gonna go for a swim.

You know... just for your information.

Hope you have those clip boards out to keep track.
 
Srijita52

Srijita52

Well-known member
Invisibleman said:
Not pleased.
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I hope you feel better.
CastleRose said:
I've felt really tense tonight and I've got a killer headache. :/
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That sucks. Why are you tense?
Beatrice said:
Lost. Just truly, truly lost.

Full of guilt, shame, fear, insecurity, and some anger.

I don't want pity. That's not what I need or am looking for. I just want to have some peace, to be at peace with myself and my decisions. To have good friends and to eventually get married.

What do I do? What do I DO?

It's so hard to not just give up, but that's not really an option because where I am now is the result of having basically given up already.
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Hang in there Beatrice, I don't know what else to say. I really hope you get what you want.
alwayssunnyinphiladelphia said:
Depressed is my birthday today I live with my dad who is disabled, my main carers when I was small was my mums two sisters but I have always felt sort of let down by them like they don't really care much about me, they probably have no idea it is even my birthday the last time they contacted me was not last weekend but the weekend before. I feel like a baby for writing this but I wish they would care more about me. Like it would have been nice for them to at least acknowlegde my existence they could have at least sent me a card or something I dunno. Also I was supposed to go out but cancelled at the last second I just can't even face being around people tonight it is too stressful.
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I'm sorry, I hope you'll still be able to have a good time today. Happy birthday. :)
Gaucho said:
bad, scared about the future. i hate to complain, but this is the right place :)
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I know the feeling. Stay strong.
MikeyC said:
Hmm, I'm feeling a little bit empty. Maybe depression is starting to set in? I don't like it. I think I'll go for a walk and do some errands while the weather is nice. Get out of the house for a little bit and try to shake it.
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I hope you're feeling better by now. If you ever want to talk I'm here.
 
KiaKaha

KiaKaha

Banned
Beatrice said:
I feel kind of sad. Like I've been duped by society. I don't know.

It will probably wear off.

I just don't know what to believe in anymore. Not myself, not religion, not the universe or science or society. And yet I don't want to be a bitter pessimist, which is the road I'm headed down.

What am I supposed to do, what am I supposed to be? I thought there were no rules, you could make up your own life. But I think that is untrue. You can live by your own rules but often I find people are just rationalizing their own unhappiness. Because there ARE rules when it comes to life. There are social rules, there are sex rules, financial rules. You can point out that it varies by culture and so therefore there aren't any objective rules, but you can look at the overall happiness and state of a country and see whose rules are working and whose aren't, to find the ones worth adopting. And remember none will ever be perfect.

I think my country is VERY wrong, and we are spreading our wrongness to the rest of the world.
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Is it weird that I dig your posts a little *too* much...

Get out of my headdddd.....
 
MikeyC

MikeyC

Well-known member
KiaKaha said:
I am gonna go for a swim.

You know... just for your information.

Hope you have those clip boards out to keep track.
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I keep track of all your goings-on. Not that you're supposed to know that....

Srijita52 said:
I hope you're feeling better by now. If you ever want to talk I'm here.
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Thank you, Srijita. You're very kind, as usual. How are you doing? How's the roommate situation?
 
Srijita52

Srijita52

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MikeyC said:
Thank you, Srijita. You're very kind, as usual. How are you doing? How's the roommate situation?
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So are you. :)
I'm doing okay. The situation isn't getting any better unfortunately though both of us are managing to live without getting in a serious argument. How are you?
 
MikeyC

MikeyC

Well-known member
Srijita52 said:
So are you. :)
I'm doing okay. The situation isn't getting any better unfortunately though both of us are managing to live without getting in a serious argument. How are you?
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Sorry to hear the situation isn't improving, but living without any serious arguments is a good beginning. I do hope in time that the two of you can find some common ground and bond enough so that it's not a terrible experience having to see each other.

I'm good today. :) I hope it lasts.

Hellhound said:
Ticked off and sick of everything.
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Why? What's got Hellhound all cranky? ::(:
 
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