Im nervous as hell today, sent a gift a a girl, not sure how she'll take it :/
Im not good at the gift giving thing haha
hmmm how am i feeling...well i'm feeling like i want to sit in my car,parked in my garage...while it's running...and the garage door is closed. i'm feeling curious as to how long it would take for me to fall asleep.
ah...i'd never do it though. it's not the answer to how i'm feeling today and how i'll be feeling for a very long time.
Well I'm sure I'm not the only one who's glad you'd never do it.
I'd ask if everything's OK, but it clearly isn't. :: I just hope whatever it is turns out not to be as bad as it seems to you right now.
thanks...
i'm just feeling broken hearted right now. i'm sure i'll be ok...it's just going to take a long time.
Was really bored tonight - had to be, as I watched "Dr Who" on tv, which i never do (never liked the program). But i sat & watched it, and actually liked it this time![]()
hmmm how am i feeling...well i'm feeling like i want to sit in my car,parked in my garage...while it's running...and the garage door is closed. i'm feeling curious as to how long it would take for me to fall asleep.
ah...i'd never do it though. it's not the answer to how i'm feeling today and how i'll be feeling for a very long time.
Sad. It's so hard to cry, I am such an emotional person and I hate it.
I wish I was a strong person, a mental stable person. That's what I wish for every single day. I'm so not cabable of dealing with my feelings, I keep on breaking cuz it hurts. If someone tells me a mean thing, I always get so in pain because then I start to think life is over. This isn't a good thing, I am so suffering sometimes that I start to think this, just because I cannot handle the situation. I hate being this way, that's even worse. I don't wanna be sad, I wanna build a wall and not let other's break me all the time. Cuz everybody can knock my wall, I don't want to be hurt any longer.
I feel a mix between mellow and optimism at the moment.
Are you me? Because I have the same feelings.Miserable. I hate when other people are upset and there is nothing I can do to help. I get told all the time that I am too helpful and I always put myself out to help others. But when things are beyond what I can do to help I feel useless. I feel like I have failed the people that need it. I know it sounds wierd but it eats away at me and I focus on it and can't shift the thought of helplessness.