Im nervous as hell today, sent a gift a a girl, not sure how she'll take it :/
Im not good at the gift giving thing haha
Im not good at the gift giving thing haha
How are you feeling?
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¯\(º_o)/¯ said: ↑Im nervous as hell today, sent a gift a a girl, not sure how she'll take it :/
Im not good at the gift giving thing haha
I hope it works out for you! Maybe you'll get a friend or something more out of all of this;). Besides, what you did took courage, feel proud of yourself! May I ask what kind of gift it was?
My computer just made me angry! It restarted itself just when I had received a message from someone:mad:! So whoever sent it, I wasn't ignoring you, could you please try sending it again?
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Depressed and miserable since finishing the days lessons. I have a history of failure and I think I'm gonna struggle with my course after just the second lesson.
Alienated by my family.
Alienated by my family.
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Was really bored tonight - had to be, as I watched "Dr Who" on tv, which i never do (never liked the program). But i sat & watched it, and actually liked it this time 😮
hmmm how am i feeling...well i'm feeling like i want to sit in my car,parked in my garage...while it's running...and the garage door is closed. i'm feeling curious as to how long it would take for me to fall asleep.
ah...i'd never do it though. it's not the answer to how i'm feeling today and how i'll be feeling for a very long time.
ah...i'd never do it though. it's not the answer to how i'm feeling today and how i'll be feeling for a very long time.
Agent_Violet said: ↑hmmm how am i feeling...well i'm feeling like i want to sit in my car,parked in my garage...while it's running...and the garage door is closed. i'm feeling curious as to how long it would take for me to fall asleep.
ah...i'd never do it though. it's not the answer to how i'm feeling today and how i'll be feeling for a very long time.
Well I'm sure I'm not the only one who's glad you'd never do it.
I'd ask if everything's OK, but it clearly isn't. :🙁: I just hope whatever it is turns out not to be as bad as it seems to you right now.
Rembrandt Broam said: ↑Well I'm sure I'm not the only one who's glad you'd never do it.
I'd ask if everything's OK, but it clearly isn't. :🙁: I just hope whatever it is turns out not to be as bad as it seems to you right now.
thanks...
i'm just feeling broken hearted right now. i'm sure i'll be ok...it's just going to take a long time.
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Agent_Violet said: ↑thanks...
i'm just feeling broken hearted right now. i'm sure i'll be ok...it's just going to take a long time.
I hope you feel better, Agent_Violet. You'll get through this, I promise.
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thesmallestloser said: ↑Was really bored tonight - had to be, as I watched "Dr Who" on tv, which i never do (never liked the program). But i sat & watched it, and actually liked it this time 😮
YAY! 😀
I'm feeling pretty good. I'm trying to keep busy so I don't get bored.
ETA: Scratch that. I just logged on to Mediafire and found that all of the music I uploaded is gone. 😠:🙁:
Agent_Violet said: ↑hmmm how am i feeling...well i'm feeling like i want to sit in my car,parked in my garage...while it's running...and the garage door is closed. i'm feeling curious as to how long it would take for me to fall asleep.
ah...i'd never do it though. it's not the answer to how i'm feeling today and how i'll be feeling for a very long time.
*hugs* Hang in there. I hope you'll be ok soon.
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Sad. It's so hard to cry, I am such an emotional person and I hate it.
I wish I was a strong person, a mental stable person. That's what I wish for every single day. I'm so not cabable of dealing with my feelings, I keep on breaking cuz it hurts. If someone tells me a mean thing, I always get so in pain because then I start to think the world is breaking apart, I am so suffering sometimes that I start to think this, just because I cannot handle the situation. I hate being this way, that's even worse. I don't wanna be sad, I wanna build a wall and not let other's break me all the time. Cuz everybody can knock my wall, I don't want to be hurt any longer.
I wish I was a strong person, a mental stable person. That's what I wish for every single day. I'm so not cabable of dealing with my feelings, I keep on breaking cuz it hurts. If someone tells me a mean thing, I always get so in pain because then I start to think the world is breaking apart, I am so suffering sometimes that I start to think this, just because I cannot handle the situation. I hate being this way, that's even worse. I don't wanna be sad, I wanna build a wall and not let other's break me all the time. Cuz everybody can knock my wall, I don't want to be hurt any longer.
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Saskia said: ↑Sad. It's so hard to cry, I am such an emotional person and I hate it.
I wish I was a strong person, a mental stable person. That's what I wish for every single day. I'm so not cabable of dealing with my feelings, I keep on breaking cuz it hurts. If someone tells me a mean thing, I always get so in pain because then I start to think life is over. This isn't a good thing, I am so suffering sometimes that I start to think this, just because I cannot handle the situation. I hate being this way, that's even worse. I don't wanna be sad, I wanna build a wall and not let other's break me all the time. Cuz everybody can knock my wall, I don't want to be hurt any longer.
I think you're stronger than you give yourself credit for from stuff I've seen you do or post here. But it takes time and perseverance to build up a strong wall - and needs a solid foundation. You can do it! 🙂 I relate with a lot of what you say though. Got to catch those thoughts in the moment try your hardest to challenge them and then change them. Whatever the mean thing said, it can't be so bad to feel life is over. Can say, "it hurts so much but tomorrow it will less, tomorrow is another life". 🙂 Sorry you feel hurt and those emotions *hugs* but you can get better. You've done a lot of courageous just have to remember them once in a while 😉
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I feel a mix between mellow and optimism at the moment.
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A friend said: ↑I feel a mix between mellow and optimism at the moment.
I like that mix, actually!
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Content. I like it this way. No worries on my mind, not stressing over anything, just nothing....
Crap. I just remembered that my laundry is in the washer, and it's done. 🙄 And it's been sitting there a while.
Oops. :😛:
See what happens when I'm not worrying? 🙄
Crap. I just remembered that my laundry is in the washer, and it's done. 🙄 And it's been sitting there a while.
Oops. :😛:
See what happens when I'm not worrying? 🙄
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Not too shabby
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Meh. Can't complain.
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Miserable. I hate when other people are upset and there is nothing I can do to help. I get told all the time that I am too helpful and I always put myself out to help others. But when things are beyond what I can do to help I feel useless. I feel like I have failed the people that need it. I know it sounds wierd but it eats away at me and I focus on it and can't shift the thought of helplessness.
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Are you me? Because I have the same feelings.Dead_on_Arrival said: ↑Miserable. I hate when other people are upset and there is nothing I can do to help. I get told all the time that I am too helpful and I always put myself out to help others. But when things are beyond what I can do to help I feel useless. I feel like I have failed the people that need it. I know it sounds wierd but it eats away at me and I focus on it and can't shift the thought of helplessness.
Sorta drunkishhhhhh.....