SoScared
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How are you feeling?
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Kiwong
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:thumbup::thumbup::thumbup:
Alana.JPEG
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I am feeling really nice. *eating chocolate*
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Aye, tell me aboot it, eh? Story o' ma life! Anyway, sorry tae hear yer feelin' like that, Srijita. :sad: That's not great, darlin'... Hope ya feel a wee bit better soon, huh? :thumbup:
Y'know what ah could do with...? A long holiday, like long as f**k! Wish ah could just f**k off somewhere remote, as few people as possible n' relax. Nae worries, nae expectations n' be happy - that's the dream, innit? Aw, the stresses o' modern life... there gonnae kill me.
Wish ah could lose this "Nice guy, People-pleasing, emotionally internalised c*nt" of a personality / act ah've developed. Ah know, nothin' wrong wi' being that but... - when ye put other folks needs before yer ain - ye might as well lay doon n' be a doormat.
Sorry, ramblin' on like ah usually dae... Been really overwhelmed, lately. :thumbdown: :idontknow:
MikeyC
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Ah, Friday. 
I'm feeling great. I'm going to watch rugby league tonight, and then AFL tomorrow night (go the Swans!). I might go buy some ice cream and Oreos and just lose myself in a good game of league and then hit the sack for as many hours as I want.
Sunday is my final shift before my six days off work. Then it's two days of first aid training, and then three glorious nights on the NSW south coast, where I will rest, go to some small towns, go to the beach, and just be in tranquillity.
Sensational!erfect:
I'm feeling great. I'm going to watch rugby league tonight, and then AFL tomorrow night (go the Swans!). I might go buy some ice cream and Oreos and just lose myself in a good game of league and then hit the sack for as many hours as I want.
Sunday is my final shift before my six days off work. Then it's two days of first aid training, and then three glorious nights on the NSW south coast, where I will rest, go to some small towns, go to the beach, and just be in tranquillity.
Sensational!
erfect:
MikeyC
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Chocolate is a prerequisite to feeling nice.
I care, Srijita. I hope you're feeling better.
Phoenixx
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Absolutely horrible. I'm on the worst day of my period and it's always bad, but I haven't had a day this bad in a while. I'm back to anger outbursts and crying fits again and I don't even know why. (I guess I should add I also had a terrible night's sleep which contributes to the crankiness.) I thought we had this all taken care of. :crying: I've been taking a supplement for the last 3 months now that was working really good, but I feel like I'm almost back to square 1 all over again. The mood swings still aren't as severe and I still don't have urges to cut myself, but the thoughts themselves started coming back. Maybe my dose needs to be increased, I don't know. I still have another 5 days before I see my specialist again. I just really hate myself and how I am. :sad:
What makes matters worse is how my mother insists on calling me a bitch every single time and just argues and yells at me. I know I'm hard to deal with, do you honestly think calling me a bitch is going to make me feel any better? I can't even control myself and I hate myself and how I act so much during this time of the month, but there isn't a single thing I can do. I just really want some comfort and not a single person can even give that to me, or stand to give that to me really. Sometimes I really wish my mother acted more like a mother and less like an older woman that I just live with who doesn't understand how I am. Would it really kill you to give me a hug or to say I love you or to do anything motherly at all? :sad:
What makes matters worse is how my mother insists on calling me a bitch every single time and just argues and yells at me. I know I'm hard to deal with, do you honestly think calling me a bitch is going to make me feel any better? I can't even control myself and I hate myself and how I act so much during this time of the month, but there isn't a single thing I can do. I just really want some comfort and not a single person can even give that to me, or stand to give that to me really. Sometimes I really wish my mother acted more like a mother and less like an older woman that I just live with who doesn't understand how I am. Would it really kill you to give me a hug or to say I love you or to do anything motherly at all? :sad:
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^Shame on New York. I thought New York was supposed to be one of the most "liberal" cities in America, where people from all walks of life can coexist peacefully without turning to violence. I always wanted to visit New York. But now, I get the feeling something's changed. New York has become a police state. People have changed.
And, those CUNY students and faculty were no better. They heckle and label David Petraeus as a war criminal and publicly cursed at him. It looks like bullying but they have no shame. Honestly, I don't get what they are treating him like Satan. He is just one of the underlings of the government. If David Patraeus is a war criminal, then does this mean former president Bush and current president Obama are war criminals too? After all, these presidents were commanders in chief which means they control the entire army, including Patraeus.
^Shame on New York. I thought New York was supposed to be one of the most "liberal" cities in America, where people from all walks of life can coexist peacefully without turning to violence. I always wanted to visit New York. But now, I get the feeling something's changed. New York has become a police state. People have changed.
And, those CUNY students and faculty were no better. They heckle and label David Petraeus as a war criminal and publicly cursed at him. It looks like bullying but they have no shame. Honestly, I don't get what they are treating him like Satan. He is just one of the underlings of the government. If David Patraeus is a war criminal, then does this mean former president Bush and current president Obama are war criminals too? After all, these presidents were commanders in chief which means they control the entire army, including Patraeus.
I hope you feel better. Periods are nasty. I'm still waiting for mine to come. I can't wait to get it over with.
I can't believe she did that to you. Sorry you had to go through that.
MikeyC
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I'm feeling great! Decided to go out and see the botanical gardens in Wollongong. They're not as impressive or as large as the Sydney one, but it's a great place to go have a picnic, which I would totally go if I had friends, haha. I had fun walking around for an hour, checking out all the flora and the different cultures of people walking by.
Went to go to a restaurant in Wollongong but was too anxious to walk in.
That didn't stop me! I drove all the way to a place called Kiama (about 40 minutes from Wollongong) and was brave enough to eat lunch alone there. The meal wasn't that good, unfortunately (chicken schnitzel should not be that oily!), but it was still nice to get out and about on this beautiful day. I also bought a book that I gave away to Fiona that I didn't expect to see, so it was good in that way, too!
Now I relax and regroup until work this evening. Then it's panic stations getting set for my first aid course tomorrow. Eep! Excited and nervous! :bigsmile:
Went to go to a restaurant in Wollongong but was too anxious to walk in.
That didn't stop me! I drove all the way to a place called Kiama (about 40 minutes from Wollongong) and was brave enough to eat lunch alone there. The meal wasn't that good, unfortunately (chicken schnitzel should not be that oily!), but it was still nice to get out and about on this beautiful day. I also bought a book that I gave away to Fiona that I didn't expect to see, so it was good in that way, too!
Now I relax and regroup until work this evening. Then it's panic stations getting set for my first aid course tomorrow. Eep! Excited and nervous! :bigsmile:
Graduate here, I have an ear to lend as long as I can have it back ha ha.
dottie
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MikeyC
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Big hugs, Srijita.
LoyalXenite
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Getting shit from family members for saying i'd rather be alone with a bottle of vodka then go to the family christmas. Apparently i have an attitude problem for not wanting to go pretend we are a sane, normal family at a overpriced restaurant with shit food. I'd be drinking vodka either way, i may as well do it online in comfortable clothes...