I'm sorry you're lonely, just know you're not lonely hereStill lonely, every single day it gets to me more and more. Not having too many happy thoughts either. Atleast this sunday I'll be able to try to have some fun at the airsoft event I'm going to but after that it's back to my lonely me, myself and I...
I'm sorry you're lonely, just know you're not lonely here
I understand. Its way more different to actually talk to others than to type. Sometimes you do need real people in your life. I hope your lonliness goes away soon and you have people you can talk to.I know there are people here I can talk to but it's different you know. I feel like actually talking to someone, not just typing...I don't know...I can't keep this up that's for sure because I'm breaking down fast.
I hope you're problems get solved soon Vamp.Scared, stressed.
I've been living poorly. Today I did some cleaning of my unit. One day I might not be so ashamed to open up the place I live to other people. I have a long way to go.
Had an awkward moment at a Burger King today.
I couldn't really understand this really stressed out ethnic employee, who was asking incomprehensible things to me in a very loud manner. Because I never ever go to BK I have no idea what all the menu's are. It went something like:
Employee: "YOU WANT 6 OR 9?!"
Me: "6 or 9 what?"
Employee: "ONION RINGS"
Me: "Uh, 9 please."
Employee: "TWISTED FRIES?"
Me: "Twisted...??"
She was getting even more stressed out at my slow reactions. All of this amidst a very busy restaurant and chaotic kitchen with loud music playing. Some of those people working there are so stressed and pissed off. I'm not sure if it was Social Anxiety making me react slowly, or her being so stressful that it rubbed off on me.
Anyway...Letting it go, lol. Just needed to get it off my chest.
Had an awkward moment at a Burger King today.
I couldn't really understand this really stressed out ethnic employee, who was asking incomprehensible things to me in a very loud manner. Because I never ever go to BK I have no idea what all the menu's are. It went something like:
Employee: "YOU WANT 6 OR 9?!"
Me: "6 or 9 what?"
Employee: "ONION RINGS"
Me: "Uh, 9 please."
Employee: "TWISTED FRIES?"
Me: "Twisted...??"
She was getting even more stressed out at my slow reactions. All of this amidst a very busy restaurant and chaotic kitchen with loud music playing. Some of those people working there are so stressed and pissed off. I'm not sure if it was Social Anxiety making me react slowly, or her being so stressful that it rubbed off on me.
Anyway...Letting it go, lol. Just needed to get it off my chest.