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Hi everyone! :) I haven't posted on here in about three years,so it feels kind of weird to be wrtiting this post. By the way I'd like to say a huge welcome to any new members or visitors to the site :) My life over the past three years has improved. A few years ago I was a virtual recluse who...

Hi everyone! :) I haven't posted on here for a good while. As far as my SA is concerned,things are going great at the moment :) I've been doing things I never thought possible and its all thank's to Fluoxetine. since taking Fluoxetine I have changed a great deal. My anxiety,which was crippling...

Hi,I haven't posted on here for a very long while,but over the past few months things have improved a great deal for me :D I have started psychotherapy and it has done me the world of good :D I have started going out a lot more now than I used to. This time last year I was a complete recluse...

Hi everyone I haven't posted on here for a while. sometimes it feels like people and when I say people,I mean the general public. Well sometimes it feels like they deliberately try to make me feel like shit. sometimes when I walk past a person and I feel like they are being funny with me,ie such...

I seem to be getting more and more paranoid as each day goe's by and its driving me mad :x I'm even starting to think my own families against me! :? Its like they can't even look me in the eye properly they always seem to look down at my legs or my stomach which is really annoying :x I feel...

I hate people,I absolutely F**king hate them! :x Over the past few day's I'm sure people have been taking the piss out of me when I've been on the street. Its like when I pass them they alway's seem to be laughing or smirking :x However some people put there head down or literally turn their...

Has anyone ever had an encounter with a person whoe's disliked you for no reason at all? :? I have had a couple of experiences in the past of this and as a result I think it has only made my SA/SP worse in the respect that I feel like people are against or judging me. I remember when I was in...

Today was a very big day for me because after years and years of waiting my dream finally came true :D I went for a flying lesson in a microlight and it was just awesome!! :D The instructor let me fly it and I did really well! :) The instructor told me that I had actually completed the first...

Last night I had the most weirdest dream ever. I dreamt I was riding a motorbike and I was driving down my street showing off! :) I didn't have SA/SP and I was acting really confident and extroverted. Infact there were people out doing their gardens,lawnmowing and that it was a hot sunny day...

Tommorow is going to be a very big day for me tomorrow because After years of waiting I'm finally going to get the chance to do something I've always wanted to do :) Well its more like a dream thats coming true. I'm going for a flying lesson in a microlight and I'm as nervous as hell! But I've...

I have recently noticed that a few forum members have been writing poems and they are all very good :) As a result I have become inspired to write a poem of my own. I thought I'd share it with everyone. Last night I felt really down and depressed,so I decided to write all my emotions down on a...

Yesterday I went for an appointment to see a pyschiatrist because at the moment I am on medication which is to treat my SA/SP while I wait for my Cognitive behavioural therapy next year. He asked how things were going and I told him I kept on having thoughts that people were against me,which I...

I am really pissed off at the moment because my parents don't really believe I have SA/SP and they just don't understand :x Their showing me little support and they don't really believe there's actually anything wrong with me. Even though Number 1: I have no friends at all. Number 2: Have no...

I find that during the day,I can hardly eat anything due to the anxiety of Socialphobia. Infact sometimes I can go a whole day without anything to eat because I get so anxious and nervous about going out or facing the world. I only start to really eat when I have my dinner and late at night when...

Today when I went out to the shop to run an errand I felt really confident and actually almost relaxed and I was on my own :) I was able to look people in the eye and felt less self conscious. I mentally told myself that they were just people and there was nothing to be anxious about. And also I...

This might sound really weird and I know you guys might think I'm crazy but I really hate summer and I'll tell you why. The reason being is that everyone, well people who don't have SA/SP just seem to be really happy and outgoing and can enjoy themselves outside. You know they can go on holidays...

Sometimes I find that when I fall asleep I have dreams and in them I don't have SA/SP and I am perfectly normal! :D I've had quite a few dreams where I've found myself in all kinds of public and social situations. In one dream I found myself at a train station ready to get on a train completely...

Does anyone here suffer from insomnia or find they can't get to sleep at night? When I go to bed I just can't seem to switch off :x I lie awake staring at the ceiling thinking about things,you know life in general and especially my Socialphobia. I think to myself will I ever get better or have a...

I was just wondering what I would be like if I didn't have Socialphobia. When I'm at home wih my family I can actually be quite chatty,loud and hyper :) But its a completely different story when I'm around strangers :( So I think If I didn't have this bastard called Socialphobia,sorry about the...

I was just wondering as medical science becomes more and more advanced, does anyone think that scientists will ever find a proper cure for Socialphobia? I mean the type that completely cures you of SA/SP. I mean think about it, if scientists and technology can put man on the moon, then why can't...