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    Do you worry about irrational things?

    Sometimes I worry about things that I know are not going to happen. For instance, when I close the store where I work, I think that it is going to burn down or that I left the water faucet on and it will flood or that something is just going to happen. Does anyone have any irrational fears?
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    Is it paranoia?

    Everytime I see someone or walk by someone I think they are talking about me or laughing at me. It is hard for me to walk into a crowded room. Sometimes I will see someone driving down the road talking on a phone and I think they are talking about me. Of course I know this is not true but I get...
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    I just wanted to say something.

    So yesterday I went to my therapist for social anxiety and depression I had to see the psychiatrist and my councilor. The doctor increased my dosage of Pristiq from 50mg a day to 100mg a day and I also take 2mg of Abilify. I don't know but I have just been worrying over this stuff. It feels...
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    What do you think about this?

    I was thinking lately about coming up with things to do in order to get a life. I was thinking about every Friday going out to a restaurant like Red Lobster and eating (of course by myself). I usually don't go to places like that because of all the people. I also started a facebook account...
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    Pristiq Abilify Nothing

    I was put on Pristiq a few months ago and I didn't see any changes. About a month ago I was put on Abilify with Pristiq and I don't see any changes. Am I supposed to see changes or feel changes because I don't. I just want something that makes me not care, just not care if someone is...
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    Pristiq

    I was recently put on the antidepressant Pristiq. If anyone has taken this, share what you think about it.
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    I Would Like Some Advice

    Everytime I go to my therapist I don't know how to start talking. I feel weird just telling about my week because nothing happens. I wish she would just ask me a question, but she doesn't. She just wants me to start talking. Can anyone give me some advice on how to start talking? It wastes...
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    Going Into Town

    Just another stupid story by me. The other day was the first time I went into town in like two months. It sucked. I went to go pay my cell phone bill and on the way I stopped by GameStop. I brought some DVDs with me to try in trade in. They were Spaceballs and a box set of all the old Planet of...
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    Bad Day :(

    This is just me ranting about yesterday. ***WARNING: LONG*** So I woke up and I thought that it was going to be a good day. I got up on time and was not late for school. Little did I know it wasn't going to be that good. I got about twenty mile down the road when I though, "did I turn my...
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    firstTherapySession = worries

    Well tomorrow is my first session with my therapist. I am worried. I know there is nothing to worry about because I went to therapy when I was 13. However, that was a long time ago. I believe my therapist is the lady that asked diagnosed me when I went for my assessment. She is a young...
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    The Impossible: Done :D

    This is sort of an update to the thread I posted a few days ago entitled Potential Friends. So I did it. At lunch today I went up to the girl and I sat with her and talked to her. I went into the cafeteria and OH GOD! was I nervous. I got my food and I was filling my glass with some coke and...
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    Rednecks

    This is just something that happened tonight, I don't know if it is considered bullying or what. Tonight, when I was at work, these rednecks pulled up to the store at about the time I was going to close. I knew them because they come in the store all the time, and I have known them for years...
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    Tuna Fish Sandwich

    About five years ago my father and my step-mother were "having a talk" with me. This meant they would holler at me and get on to me about things even though I never did anything wrong. They were basically just hollering at me because I didn't socialize like my brother and my step-siblings...
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    Potential Friends

    This is a bit long, but please read it because I need some advice. I just started my third semester at community college and I have found three girls who I am interested in becoming friends with. I have not spoken to any of them. I am observing their behavior to try and get an idea of what...
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    Stupid Voice Thing

    Today I was at work and this lady came in to buy some cigarettes. I told her the price and when she got done paying for it I told her "thank you". However, my voice broke. I said the words, but it came out like a quiet, high pitched grunt. When the lady was walking out the door I heard her say...
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    Have you ever tried to get a girlfriend or boyfriend?

    I haven't ever tried to get a girlfriend. I'm always to afraid of getting rejected and I don't know what to say. I would also like to know what types of places do humans meet the ones who become their girlfriend or boyfriend? I would like to get a girlfriend, but I don't know of any places to...
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    Derealization? Who Knows.

    Since the summer is over, I have no choice but to leave my home. Being out has shown me just how derealized I am, or more closely how I seem. Being around people just isn't the same anymore. I really feel like I'm on another planet. These humans are.....I don't know. I look around at all these...
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    First Days Back to School

    I want to post a thread, but I don't have anything fun to say. Monday was my first day back to community college. It is my sophomore year and I am taking Advanced Network Administration, CCNA 3, Art Appreciation, Programming with C++, and General Psychology. Sunday night I barely got any...
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    Unreality

    LIFE!..is granted by high pitched electronic pulses. I awake to stare through the viewing screen from deep within my mind. "Is this really my room?", I ask myself as I stare around at strangely unreal items that make up my world. The fear takes hold as it always does and forces me into actions...
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    Another "is this OCD" Thread

    I know everyone is probably sick of these so I apologize. So the other day I was reading in my psychology textbook about OCD and it was mostly about checking things such as appliances and locked doors. As I read I was like: :eek:I DO THAT!! I'm just going to describe some instances and sorry...
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