Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

Srijita52 said: ↑

Thanks Kia, I agree. I guess its just something I've to do for myself.

Stay strong - I will be on your side ;-)

KiaKaha said: ↑

Stay strong - I will be on your side ;-)

Thank you, I really appreciate it 🙂

I really am looking forward to Wednesday..

Falkor said: ↑

I really am looking forward to Wednesday..

^ What's so exciting about Wednesday?

TryAgain said: ↑

I heard they give away free cookies in the Netherlands, every wednesday.

^ Oooh, yeah that's something to be excited about for sure! :😛:

TryAgain said: ↑

I heard they give away free cookies in the Netherlands, every wednesday.

I never got that memo. >:C All these years, cookyless. Wasted life time! Wasted I say!

MikeyC said: ↑

EDIT: AsTimeBurns, I will say that if your current job is giving you health issues, you should get out of it as quickly as possible. While it's easier said than done, it's worth it for your well-being.

Would love to, but as my mother keeps pointing out, I can't, because then I won't have any income.

But it's not a case of oh well i'll just stick it out for a few more years while I get new qualifications or something, I just can't take it any more, firstly because of the constant pain and secondly because I just really don't enjoy it. But if I quit now, there's nothing else I can do. I can either take another job like this (if I can even find one) or apply for minimum wage stuff, which makes my 4 years and £30,000 debt getting a degree utterly pointless.

I just feel like i'm in a dead end with no way out at the moment.

CAN!

What the hell am I?
Thousand eyes, a fly
Lucky then I'd be
In one day deceased

AsTimeBurns said: ↑

Would love to, but as my mother keeps pointing out, I can't, because then I won't have any income.

But it's not a case of oh well i'll just stick it out for a few more years while I get new qualifications or something, I just can't take it any more, firstly because of the constant pain and secondly because I just really don't enjoy it. But if I quit now, there's nothing else I can do. I can either take another job like this (if I can even find one) or apply for minimum wage stuff, which makes my 4 years and £30,000 debt getting a degree utterly pointless.

I just feel like i'm in a dead end with no way out at the moment.

I understand, mate. It's a tough situation. I know you'll make the right decision, though, whatever that turns out to be.

Going to make mummy some french toast for mother's day- shaped like a gentleman's nether-region.
Is that really so strange?

WeirdyMcGee said: ↑

Going to make mummy some french toast for mother's day- shaped like a gentleman's nether-region.
Is that really so strange?

Strange, maybe but my mom would definately appreciate it and laugh with it 😀

I'm watching Bomb patrol Afghanistan, pretty impressive show :O Kept me on the edge of my seat the entire evening so far !

WeirdyMcGee said: ↑

Going to make mummy some french toast for mother's day- shaped like a gentleman's nether-region.
Is that really so strange?

😮

I did the same thing once! But it wasn't for Mother's Day.

Oh wait, it wasn't French toast either, it was a pancake 🙄

Still...

WeirdyMcGee said: ↑

Going to make mummy some french toast for mother's day- shaped like a gentleman's nether-region.
Is that really so strange?

First of all, *high five*

Second of all, just how detailed are we talking here? Because I might owe you more high fives depending on the answer.

BlackPuma said: ↑

First of all, *high five*

Second of all, just how detailed are we talking here? Because I might owe you more high fives depending on the answer.

How detailed could I possibly make it? It's not going to be 3d or anything-- it's just bread. haha
Perhaps a sprinkling of icing sugar and some chocolate sprinkles.

I did make a very detailed cake for my boss' birthday years ago, though.
...actually- it was a long time ago, now.
Probably was inappropriate, recieving something like that from a 16 year old but as I recall, everyone at work thought it was the most hilarious thing to ever happen.

It's really beautiful out. Yay sunshine.

WeirdyMcGee said: ↑

How detailed could I possibly make it? It's not going to be 3d or anything-- it's just bread. haha
Perhaps a sprinkling of icing sugar and some chocolate sprinkles.

I did make a very detailed cake for my boss' birthday years ago, though.
...actually- it was a long time ago, now.
Probably was inappropriate, recieving something like that from a 16 year old but as I recall, everyone at work thought it was the most hilarious thing to ever happen.

Well, I've never tried it, but surely using a soft flame (a lighter or something) would allow you to create gradually more intense shadows, allowing for definition of the shape. And by using a thin layer of butter and jam you could color it in.

And for the cake, you definitely deserve another high five. *up high*

BlackPuma said: ↑

Well, I've never tried it, but surely using a soft flame (a lighter or something) would allow you to create gradually more intense shadows, allowing for definition of the shape. And by using a thin layer of butter and jam you could color it in.

haha
now, that's getting very elaborate.
I'm sure mummy would like it either way. XD

WeirdyMcGee said: ↑

Going to make mummy some french toast for mother's day- shaped like a gentleman's nether-region.
Is that really so strange?

i would offer my services as a model

but i'm rarely mistaken for a gentleman

I find it hard to let things go - people, memories, thoughts..etc
In the course of my life so far I have made, and lost, two very close friends. They weren't just people I hung out with often, I had a genuine connection with them. Then for some reason or other they have moved on and left me behind. I'm not needed in their lives anymore. I try to move on but the wonderful memories haunt me still. I keep clinging onto such memories because I feel I still need them in my life yet they do not reciprocate that feeling, unfortunately. But all I want is just to move on as they have done. Even though they have supported me a great deal at certain points of my life, I don't want to rely on anyone anymore. I just wish I could believe in myself more and give myself the things I want.