It just dawned on me today why I've been feeling extra depressed lately, besides the whole "I hate it here" feeling. My dog's death anniversary is coming up. I
always get depressed towards Thanksgiving since then. It's been 4 years, you'd think I'd be over it by now. No, not really. :

: I don't think I've ever felt this way about a pet before, so sad. I've had pets die, but this one always gets me, every year. I think why I was so attached to him in the first place is because he was there for me at my hardest time. He was always there. He was the only one who knew there was something wrong. Funny how pets can do that, sense your emotions....
Okay, I'm going to stop now. I'm probably gonna sob all over my keyboard if I continue.