Had a really hard mental day yesterday. I'm still reeling from it. I honestly wish I had my therapist appt this week. Because at this point I feel like my therapist is the only one who actually cares about how I'm feeling. I know I have support, but for once in my life I'd love it if someone I knew would just freaking message me or call me saying "I'm sorry you're struggling" or something similar. Is it selfish or childish to want sympathy? I feel like not a single soul understands how I feel or what I go through.