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Courtney27S

Courtney27S

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Should I have stayed with him even though he was awkward and uncomfortable at points? Being with him like that was not fun for me but I still laughed a lot with him and plus there was the chance to get high, any time I felt like I wanted to. I think I made the best choice but being alone again, especially when things at work are getting to be a billion times more stressful, is really awful and agonizing.
 
Sammie_Kay

Sammie_Kay

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Feeling depression coming on again. I am over thinking and beating myself up about stuff that i can control but not doing anything about it. Getting lost in my head and wanting to turn it off.
 
anomicdeer

anomicdeer

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Waking up miserable...
I hate my past decisions.
Wish I could get a decent paying job that I enjoy...
It feels so impossible now.
 
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Kaekae

Kaekae

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Wish I could have seemed normal when the nice lady who lives in the flats above me came to ask for a favour this morning. She's someone I'd like to befriend, especially as we both have young children but I always feel so childlike compared to everyone else.
 
Steiner

Steiner

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I'm bored. I think some girl was flirting with me. It appeared as flirting. I liked it in a way but I felt like I was poor at responding to her attempts.

Ah well. Maybe I will see her around I suppose. She was cute too.
 
Psychedelicious

Psychedelicious

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PugofCrydee said:
Obviously I'm not aware of your personal situation. I've been through some pretty painful experiences which in over the years take their toll.

I've got two prolapsed disc's that press against my spinal cord causing severe back pain.
I was hit by a car when I was on a motorbike breaking my leg in 4 places.

I learned though that if I look after myself as much as I can physically, My body feels better, much better than when I don't.
The muscle - skeletal system has evolved and NEEDS to be used. Exercising and stretching are so important.
If you exercise, you will relax and sleep more comfortably.
If you stretch, your muscles wont feel as 'knotted'. Muscles will knot and tighten if not used properly over time. This leads to pain.

I'm not saying this is the cause of your pain, but if you do exercise and stretch properly, I'm betting you would at least feel somewhat better after a while.
Hope you feel better soon :)
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Ouch! That sounds like a lot of pain to deal with. I certainly don't have pain as severe as yours sounds. You seem to have a great attitude about it too :). I just get chronic muscle and joint pains from a connective tissue disorder. Some days are worse than others. I'd very rarely classify it as severe, unless it's a dislocation, but it's not comfortable to deal with it on a daily basis. And as of late it only seems to progressively be getting worse.

What kind of exercises and stretches do you do that help? Right now I try to do Vinyasa yoga at least 5 times a week in about 80 minute sessions. It does help for a little while, but the muscle pain always seems to come right back. It has increased my strength, and gets my stretching needs in. I want to try and add more exercises to increase my strength, I'm just not sure what yet. I can't do anything that is too hard on my joints. Getting motivated to do it is really hard for me too, my motivation and energy has been completely zapped lately. Thanks for the advice :).
 
Psychedelicious

Psychedelicious

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misery

anomicdeer said:
Waking up miserable...
I hate my past decisions.
Wish I could get a decent paying job that I enjoy...
It feels so impossible now.
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I identify with everything you just said here. I dread waking up every single morning, only to be the same person I hated yesterday and all days prior. Job searching is so stressful for me too. I've never had a job I lasted long at, I always end up quitting after a few weeks, for a variety of reasons. I wish we could learn to stop hating ourselves so much.... :/. The feeling of hopelessness is such an overwhelming one.
 
Opaline

Opaline

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Today a Wordsworth poem nearly made me cry. I might need more sleep :p

Joking aside, I love when I can perfectly identifty with an idea expressed in a poem or other piece of literature. It's kind of magical.
 
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Opaline

Opaline

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People are ****ing weird. Someone I don't talk to anymore but did for a while removed me from Facebook recently. I don't really care other than I was surprised because he had re-added me after a long time of us not being in contact. It was stupid and I'm really just curious as to the reason why he suddenly removed me. If it was someone I cared about that would have been awful, that's one scary thing about social media and texting and all that, makes it easier for people to just dump or ignore you. But then people don't usually just disappear on you without warning... I think.

People, man. Including myself. We're all annoying, complex and weird.

No offense. I'm in a cynical mood.
 
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