I'm a glutton for punishment. Must I live in continual humiliation........Pathetic.
I am sorry things are this way for you.
I found it took almost being killed for me to change and stop being punished. I was able to stay in a bad situation for far too long...stubbornness, lack of hope for better things, inability to change.
Lack of hope was the main thing keeping me there.
Do you have anything to be hopeful for? Do you still have dreams? Reconnecting with dreams helped me tremendously. I find simple things do help me with this, like my Pinterest account is full of things I love which keeps me grounded and hopeful. For example I love animals, I wish I had a farm/ranch so I focus on images of this dream daily. I am able to find things there I never knew existed, places to travel, things to dream about doing and seeing.
Maybe doing this will help you too?
Siege in Sydney. Media is already reporting about terrorism, ISIS, etc. All speculation, of course, but it adds to the drama.
Also I'm seriously considering sponsoring a child through World Vision. Any thoughts on that?
Something I really hate about the internet is how you're expect to psychically know when something is written in jest or sarcasm. And that if you don't, because the writer in question has no sense of delivery or punchline, twenty or so correction happy drones will jump at the opportunity to aggressively belittle you for ''not getting it.'' Likely because this makes them feel intelligent and dominant.
You're expect to see, know and do everything perfectly on the internet. There seems to be very little margin for actual human error, as it is beaten down in such a deeply unpleasant way. It's really no wonder the internet has the reputation that it does.
Something I really hate about the internet is how you're expect to psychically know when something is written in jest or sarcasm. And that if you don't, because the writer in question has no sense of delivery or punchline, twenty or so correction happy drones will jump at the opportunity to aggressively belittle you for ''not getting it.'' Likely because this makes them feel intelligent and dominant.
You're expect to see, know and do everything perfectly on the internet. There seems to be very little margin for actual human error, as it is beaten down in such a deeply unpleasant way. It's really no wonder the internet has the reputation that it does.
There sure ain't much fun in the world anymore.