Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Ah don't think ah can do this.
Post your random thoughts/feelings etc
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anomicdeer
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I'm so happy for my mom. She's felt so down about herself lately (well she always has but especially since she's gotten older) and this guy who was flirting with her for a while asked her out yesterday
Now when is that going to happen to me?
I always wonder when I'll get that kind of chance again. It's so odd. NO ONE flirts with me. Maybe the people I like just wouldn't find me attractive and/or already taken.
Pacific_Loner
Pirate from the North Pole
I just noticed that all my main qualities and flaws are directly connected, or have been caused by my low self esteem. If I wouldn't have grown up thinking I was completely worthless, I would be someone completely different. I wonder if I would have been a better or a worst person.
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
^ Same here. :sad:
You'd huv been a better person, believe me. Ah grew up thinkin' ah was worthless anaw. Low self-esteem, an' aw that other pish that comes wi' a lack of confidence. Though, hud ah actually realised when ah was a kid that ah'm no' as worthless as ah think, ah probably would've been more assertive an' sure o' masel'.
Pacific_Loner
Pirate from the North Pole
Actually I was thinking about it because I'm not so sure. Of course it has ruined my life for many years and it has given me many brain problems, but it also gave me some qualities that people seem to appreciate a lot, like patience with people, an open mind and a mentality of thinking outside the box. Maybe if I was raised in a family who told me every day that I was amazing, I would have been stuck in the same routine than everyone else is, or I would have been a tyran.
You probably realize now that you are not as worthless as you would think, it's never too late to be more assertive.
anomicdeer
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I don't even why my grandmother even lives here. Just because my mother offered her to live here? My grandmother act like she doesn't want anything to do with anyone here and she is a true freeloafer. From my understanding she was going to move somewhere by herself (which she did before anyway) so I don't know why she even stay. She doesn't like my son being around her and she seems to hate everyone else. She also pays bills for her son and daughter apparently and she seem to like them so I just don't get it.
mementomori
Member
I wish I was an ant oh wait I already am
S_Spartan
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I was an ant for my senior year abroad. It was a lot of work but I could carry crumbs like three times my size and we had some good times back at the nest. But it wore me out. Then I had to write a d@mn paper about it and only got a C+ because I was so d@mn tired!
Crippling boredom has set in. Nothing to do, nothing entertains me.
onehandclapping
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got a follower on a blog I have never posted to or even personalised in over 2 years, I forgot I even had the site. there is **** all on the site which makes me ask why on earth someone subscribed to it...
I deleted the blog, it was pointless. plus the name makes me cringe now, I don't know what I was thinking when I came up with such a crap name for it.
I deleted the blog, it was pointless. plus the name makes me cringe now, I don't know what I was thinking when I came up with such a crap name for it.
Sometimes I find out that there is even more that I don't know than I thought. I realize how little I really know about...anything really. And I feel like an I'm ant. Some tiny, inferior being with a microscopic brain.
PerseverareJasmine
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Feels like I've been served an entrée of self-consciousness and a side dish of worry. This isn't what I ordered.
anomicdeer
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my relationship with family members is just too odd. For someone with SA especially. I can't be around them. It's too awkward. I don't know anyone like this. Except my sister.
anomicdeer
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I can't wait to get away from here.
I can't wait for the moment someone complain that I don't talk because then I'll just ignore them.
I can't til someone needs help because then I won't be there. I'll be surprising you because I'll be out somewhere enjoying my life away from you. You'll be so surprised that I'm not home and that I have friends.
I can't wait for the moment someone complain that I don't talk because then I'll just ignore them.
I can't til someone needs help because then I won't be there. I'll be surprising you because I'll be out somewhere enjoying my life away from you. You'll be so surprised that I'm not home and that I have friends.
Courtney27S
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i like your beard. Is that a normal approach to a conversation with someone you find attractive? Only four words, it seems quite manageable, really. But if they're totally caught off guard then you'll probably end up looking stupid. Or maybe cute and endearing. Yeah, let's go with the last one. Oh geez, I dunno.
Courtney27S
Well-known member
^^And also, do you walk away after you say it or during? You need to give them enough time to process and respond but you can't just stand there waiting for a reply if it's not going to come and they're really just wondering why you're standing there like an idiot.