I told you that I wasn't normal & that I needed help. You forced me into the deep end & told me to buck up. Now you act like you've been the most understanding parents. But I also understand that you didn't know & that you did your best. I guess I'm just angry at the situation. And think "why me?"
I just don't feel that I can talk to you anymore. I feel like you don't need me anymore & that hurts. And I feel like you're always judging me. I feel pathetic telling you what's going on in my life because I know you won't understand. You're always so together & confident even in stressful times. I wish I was more like you.
Please stop trying to read my mind, or invade my privacy. It makes me feel violated in a way. We are not lovers or friends or family, so I don't have an obligation to reveal anything to you. I don't know what your motive is for doing this, maybe you derive pleasure from prying into people's lives and interfering, but I think it's unethical. I want to end this peacefully, without violence or hard feelings. We should go our own separate ways and live our own lives to the fullest.
Please don't tell me to give you another chance or something along the lines of "I will make you fall in love with me." Any guy can say that, and I can choose to accept or reject. I really don't want to pursue this type of relationship; I also don't think we should be friends; I want to move on from the past memories and start a new life for myself.
Leave me alone. Leave me the f*ck alone. I am not the solution to all of your issues, nor a punching bag you can use only when you're pissed off. Stop whining for attention, stop demanding a$$pats, stop asking me for favors, stop asking me to repay your (very rare) favors, stop stalking me, stop trying to guilt me when I don't give in. Stop f*cking using me.
95% of the damn world is hyper-social, too noisy. i can't consentrate in class because of my temporal bias. i hear the chatter of kids talking about their girlfriends and shit behind me and it sets my instinctive alarms off. they're superior to me in many senses, i have to put some distance between me and they. while i figure out a plan. consequently, i'm not gonna finish college or follow any paths set by this vast hyper-social lemming race who sit around dinner tables chewing wine crackers and breë cheese and shit with their benzos and their lexos and ferraris and shit. that's your life and i don't like it.
I'm not sure that I am even angry anymore. I feel like the world is shouting loudly at me, and beating me down. I just want to walk away from all of it. I've proved I can be happy in my company and really live. I don't think the way I have become is all my problem, I think the world is the problem. It's dysfunctional.
I don't know why you all did what you did to me. I know I'm not perfect and am limited because of my anxiety and depression and because my mom is so overprotective of me. Most of you were accepting back then and showed me that happiness and friendship were linked and that there truly is a bond. Through your actions on the other hand all I have come to see and feel was deception, betrayal, abandonment, and pain. I don't know what I ever did to you, and you are acting like I am the one who hurt you...You hate me for no reason apparently and you made it clear. So I seriously hope your life ends up a living hell because I shared things about me to you, showed you the side of me ppl see as crazy and u seemed to accept it. And now you randomly feel like ditching me. Time has taught me that not all ppl are worth ur time and exhaustion...I hope you know how it feels to be alone and in agony for the rest of your life. Karma will bite you in the *** and you'll know why. Thank you for turning me into a person who avoids relationships altogether. Who needs friends right? I hope you learn your lesson.
P.S I am extremely glad to hear that you were dumped recently...what a coincidence. Seeing as how it's fun to ditch/ignore and rub in someone's face that you hang out with other ppl now. So just stay the **** out of my life forever because I am better than you and I won't be knocked down by inconsiderate bitches like you. Goodbye forever and I wish you pain and sadness for the rest of your pitiful days on Earth.
I now have a true friend who accepts me the way I am and she is definitely an infinite number of times better than you could ever be. Finding true friends comes with a price, but you learn to see people's true nature through experience.
Family- sorry for not making you proud... I admit I'm a fail okay. dad you were right I never got anywhere in life and I never will. I hope your happy you probably are since your two sons are the only ones that will succeed. and they are your most price possessions and you wouldn't trade them for the world I envy them...
Friend-I'm sorry I can't be outgoing like you. I'm sorry that I'm like your "shadow" fading in the background when a group of people starts walking towards us (or when someone else is with us). I'm also sorry for eating all your food.
To the two people that have hurt me not so long ago- I would like to start off with person number 1 : okay you sir are a coincided ******* you don't care for anyone other than yourself and "how well you look", as you can see you have really hurt me. I know your intentions were towards something else, but seriously you haven't stopped and think how much it will hurt me?. I mean come on it seems more like your intentions were actually to hurt me. I staid up that night crying. I hope you realize your mistakes and why the only reason that most people really dislike/hate you is because your personality doesn't seem to be much of a nice one. I used to just dislike you but now I really hate you. I'm happy to have a friend that cares for me and her hatred towards you has increased. You are a very bitter person I don't see your point in life, if you are going to create drama or to hurt others please don't ever bring me in your situations may I repeat YOUR situation. And if you haven't noticed everyone you talk to doesn't seem to care for you (other than your mom) and they don't want to be in your situations. I hope you just leave this planet soon. The world would be a much better place without you in it (I'm sorry for sounding heartless)
person number 2: you sir I never dislike you I never liked you either but now I'm sure that I hate you, I hope you also leave this planet with your boyfriend. I'm surprise you haven't stopped to think how it will hurt me. You were just probably laughing your *** off. but I'm happy you lost a friend. and It's kinda surprising how I let you inside my house and yet you decided to hurt me with that thing ... You both are so a like you both are bitter, you both don't care about others feelings, you both don't have a point in life... I wish you both never existed (I'm sorry if I sound heartless)