I'm 18 & I'm a drop out. I don't want to seem weak for what I'm about to say or delusional but I dropped out because of my SA I was sick of being afraid all the time & of having no friends but I've had a long distance relationship for 4 years & finally we got married 3 months ago he's never lived in the u.s because he lives in Colombia & won't be coming to the states for a while. I am afraid for him to come here because he doesn't know that i suffer from SA, I think he might have a clue that there's something wrong with me because when I'm with his friends I don't talk & shut myself down. I guess I'm just embarrassed because he is a very social guy & I'm not I'm a loser I have no friends & i have tried kinda telling him but I get overwhelmed & just make up excuses to not tell him. . .what do y'all think!? Please don't be mean I already get that from so many people.
Yay! glad your internet is back now we can resume our ridiculously long conversations! and I have been well, but as of recently, pretty bad... And as a result of this recent mishap, ill probably be online pretty much for the rest of the day, so maybe ill see you then.
Then definitely enjoy your break while you can lol... im glad you have something lined up for the summer.. even if its work. There's no better feeling than earning some money as for me... no, nothing planned. Just work.. but I can't complain, im very thankful for having employment.
We don't have HBO here, most stuff from the US doesn't see air time here until a few weeks later, but GoT is such a big time show we get it the next day. I don't watch tv though so I download the episodes, they don't appear until an hour or two after they air so it's usually the next day when I get to watch.