TO DESTINY/GOD/THE POWER/ANYONE WHO HAS MADE ME(i don't know who)
so To whoever is concerned
I am sorry i don't know who you are exactly but any how i believe that you are someone. I admit i don't have enough faith and well i feel bad about it but i can't help it.
Ok, so here it goes.
I am never happy. Why? Is there some fault in my brain.Is the happy button malfunctioning. And oh yeah, the regret button is always on. I wonder what is wrong.
You know i am tired of all this. There are others who are well happy,enjoying their life, doing great, or even if they are not doing great they are at least content or ignorant.
Ignorance is a bliss!
Well my case is different. I am not content, never will. I don't believe i deserve this. I know i deserve more, i know i can change things but you know TIME is a great game changer. Well i don't have that in my favor. Society ,yeah that sucks. Government and rules suck. Do you give second chance ,like second life or something. If yes please, give me a healthy brain and well possibly a different society.
Till then well, am i to live like a person with her head turned backwards? Or is there any thing good stored for me in future ? Am i to make things better if not totally the way i want it to be?
I believe you have the answer.