Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Struggling but I don't feel that I can open up to my family. Not that I've been able to. Mainly because I immediately get told I'm wrong or why I shouldn't feel how I'm feeling. Like I'm not allowed to feel depressed or tired or whatever.
Yesterday, I nearly told one of my sisters to eff off because I wasn't really talk much. One word answers mainly — what with me being really tired for the last couple days. And she sarcastically said: "You're no giving much away, are ye?"
I guess lethargic would be the best way to describe how I'm feeling lately. Inadequate. Doubting my own abilities as usual. Wondering: why I bother. Getting fed-up with always having to put others first and neglect myself. I'm constantly trying to make an effort to make things get done or that everyone else is happy, I don't think of myself.
And I'm still worrying about my mum. As she keeps talking about her anxiety, but isn't really taking any steps to deal with it.
Yesterday, I nearly told one of my sisters to eff off because I wasn't really talk much. One word answers mainly — what with me being really tired for the last couple days. And she sarcastically said: "You're no giving much away, are ye?"
I guess lethargic would be the best way to describe how I'm feeling lately. Inadequate. Doubting my own abilities as usual. Wondering: why I bother. Getting fed-up with always having to put others first and neglect myself. I'm constantly trying to make an effort to make things get done or that everyone else is happy, I don't think of myself.
And I'm still worrying about my mum. As she keeps talking about her anxiety, but isn't really taking any steps to deal with it.