hidwell
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Sick and tired of spending the night trying to sleep when all I can do is lie their dreading the morning.:kickingmyself:
I'm sure it won't be as bad as your mind would believe it.
Sick and tired of spending the night trying to sleep when all I can do is lie their dreading the morning.:kickingmyself:
Agreed.When you're waiting, especially under a toxic influence, even a week can seem like an eternity. But keep your eyes on the prize of freedom- or at the very least relief.
Also don't worry about shouting on the forum. The only thing worse than a emotionally harmful situation is being in one and feeling like your feelings/venting isn't justified and/or annoying to others.
I think I can speak for many of us here that we'd rather have you dropping frequent four letter words than having you silently suffering in a most unfair situation. Toxic feelings are like toxic lunches - better out than in.
I feel frustrated. I feel like yelling out a stream of curse words.
^ Thanks Puma. Trust me, I'm definitely keeping my eye on that date I leave. Also, that last line made me smile. Heh.When you're waiting, especially under a toxic influence, even a week can seem like an eternity. But keep your eyes on the prize of freedom- or at the very least relief.
Also don't worry about shouting on the forum. The only thing worse than a emotionally harmful situation is being in one and feeling like your feelings/venting isn't justified and/or annoying to others.
I think I can speak for many of us here that we'd rather have you dropping frequent four letter words than having you silently suffering in a most unfair situation. Toxic feelings are like toxic lunches - better out than in.
^ Good luck!Agreed.
Off to my brother's wedding. Wish me luck guys.
I think I could get into bondage.
The 2nd one probably.
^ What are you freaking out about?I'm freaking out quite a bit. I hate these moments.
^ What are you freaking out about?
I'm feeling okay. Mostly blah. It's a gloomy rainy day. I want my sunshine back.
Thank you^ Thanks Puma. Trust me, I'm definitely keeping my eye on that date I leave. Also, that last line made me smile. Heh.
^ Good luck!
I know. But it does turn out okay once you do go right?I'm freaking out quite a bit. I hate these moments.
I've had thoughts of that but I would probably fail as an aggressor.
I'm sure you would be fine if you met the right partner. Comfort is key, and once you are comfortable, your confidence will emerge
Volunteering for what?
I know. But it does turn out okay once you do go right?
very alone