I feel so ashamed for my past actions. I treated some people horribly in 6th grade. I was a freakin liar, lying so much. I never admitted my mistakes. No wonder no one liked me. There was this girl in particular who I could've been friends with but I treated her like sh*t. My other childhood friend, I still kept in touch with, but I could tell she's wary of me. We're not close anymore.
I need to forgive myself and move on from this. It was freakin 6th grade for God's sake! I was still a kid, immature, stupid, and perhaps autistic. I was bullied at home by my brother, and my mom wasn't a good role model for me. I had a bad upbringing. I was scarred as a kid and took my anger out on others.
Forgive and move on. Forgive and move on...