Feeling full of hatred for life and sick of not being able to end it.
I feel horrible for wishing my family members could die in a car accident so I would finally be able to end my life.
Really, sorry tae hear that, mate. :sad:
Am kinda feelin' doon at the moment masel'. Basically, right, am really pissed off at being treated like n' spoken down tae like am still f**kin' 12 years old by older family members - most o' whom ah would love tae tell them tae
"Away n' buy some viagra... so ye can go f**k yerself!" - no' nice, but a f**kin' brilliant insult. :bigsmile:
Though, oddly enough, feelin' a wee bit creative, though unsure what tae do, really? Since ah huv'nae done much paintin', drawin' or guitar playin' for nearly 10 years. :thinking: And ma mum seems a wee bit depressed lately, too, which doesnae dae me any favours. Things huv been quite distant between us, lately - at least, ah've notice that, anyway. We cannae seem tae communicate wi' each other - it's like am speakin' a different language or summit.
F**kin' weird... And on that note, am off-ski
(away).