How are you feeling?

jaim38

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I had horrible dreams last night about female degradation. In 1 dream, 2 guys talking about subverting a woman. In another dream, a woman was sucking on what looked like an android's dismembered "hot dog". It was disgusting.
 

w*n*c*a*m

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I frikkin hate winter!!!!! There's not enough heat in the house and I can't get off my bed coz it's too cold! I dread touching any surface! I want winter to end soon or atleast make the temperature a bit higher!!!!!!!! My clothes are not drying well but my skin and hair are dry. I feel horrible and it's not helping with my temper. And please stop with the 'add more fats' joke coz I am not anorexic, this is my normal petite built and if I get fatter than this then I'll be a frikkin Pokemon!
 

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
I frikkin hate winter!!!!! There's not enough heat in the house and I can't get off my bed coz it's too cold! I dread touching any surface! I want winter to end soon or atleast make the temperature a bit higher!!!!!!!! My clothes are not drying well but my skin and hair are dry. I feel horrible and it's not helping with my temper. And please stop with the 'add more fats' joke coz I am not anorexic, this is my normal petite built and if I get fatter than this then I'll be a frikkin Pokemon!

Aye, feelin' horrible doesnae help the ol' temper. So sorry tae hear yer no feelin' that great. And, nae offense, but that Pokemon reference made me chuckle a wee bit. :giggle: Anyway, hope ya feel better soon, darlin'. :thumbup:
 

Lea

Banned
I frikkin hate winter!!!!! There's not enough heat in the house and I can't get off my bed coz it's too cold! I dread touching any surface! I want winter to end soon or atleast make the temperature a bit higher!!!!!!!! My clothes are not drying well but my skin and hair are dry. I feel horrible and it's not helping with my temper. And please stop with the 'add more fats' joke coz I am not anorexic, this is my normal petite built and if I get fatter than this then I'll be a frikkin Pokemon!

What winter? :eek:
 

jaim38

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^must be winter down under (Australia, New Zealand, etc).

I had a dream about getting even with certain relatives. I gave them the fingers and refused to take any more sh*t from them. I wouldn't do this in real life of course but it does make me feel good in a way.
 

Odo

Banned
I frikkin hate winter!!!!! There's not enough heat in the house and I can't get off my bed coz it's too cold! I dread touching any surface! I want winter to end soon or atleast make the temperature a bit higher!!!!!!!! My clothes are not drying well but my skin and hair are dry. I feel horrible and it's not helping with my temper. And please stop with the 'add more fats' joke coz I am not anorexic, this is my normal petite built and if I get fatter than this then I'll be a frikkin Pokemon!

Go to Canada in February once and I guarantee you'll never complain about another Southern Hemisphere winter ever again.
 

DeadmanWalking

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It's my birthday tomorrow (33). The loneliest most miserable time of year. I hope my confidence and recent enthusiasm survive the next couple of weeks, but I somehow doubt it.

Well, an (early:giggle:) Happy Birthday to you:). And, if you feel lonely, then why not go out and get to know some new people? It'll be a good way to challenge yourself and there's something you desire if you succeed.
 

jaim38

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Feeling OCD. Over the past few days certain curse words keep repeating themselves in my head (b*tch is the most common one). I don't want to think about them but I couldn't stop them from coming. I tried nipping them in the bud but when one dies, another one comes. Yoga and meditation helps alleviate this a bit. But sometimes I find my mind cussing randomly, for no apparent reason. It's so annoying.

I just remembered what Ekhart Tolle said: I am NOT the mind. I am being. So I will try to distance myself from my mind, or as Ekhart puts it, be a spectator and watch your thoughts flow. Don't become immersed in them.
 

JuiceB

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This has been one miserable week for me. I'll be going back to work tomorrow feeling completely unrefreshed. I could've saved my vacation for another time. :kickingmyself:
 

GraybeardGhost

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Ever so lonely and depressed. The neighbors are cooking out in the back yard. I want to be a part of that, but I daren't even go near the window, lest they see me. Sometimes I think I may die from this.
 

polishgirl

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I haven't been here in a while. I missed it.

Other than that, I am a mess. I get so upset recentely... in a week I am leaving for a college program for 5 weeks, 1000 miles away from home. I leave for the whole summer and miss out on so many things that would happen with my friends. And it's killing me. I don't know why it upsets me but I feel like when I come back, I will be have no-one left, since all of them will get close throughout the summer.

It's silly, I know. I just can't help it.
 

polishgirl

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Ever so lonely and depressed. The neighbors are cooking out in the back yard. I want to be a part of that, but I daren't even go near the window, lest they see me. Sometimes I think I may die from this.

Are you on good terms with them? I know the feeling, and I know the comfort of loneliness but perhaps, once you should try to reach out to them?
 

MikeyC

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I haven't been here in a while. I missed it.

Other than that, I am a mess. I get so upset recentely... in a week I am leaving for a college program for 5 weeks, 1000 miles away from home. I leave for the whole summer and miss out on so many things that would happen with my friends. And it's killing me. I don't know why it upsets me but I feel like when I come back, I will be have no-one left, since all of them will get close throughout the summer.

It's silly, I know. I just can't help it.
Despite being away from your friends, I hope you enjoy the college program. :)
 

Dinosaur

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Feel like the weight of the world is on my shoulders.Even though I know there a lot of people out there with a lot bigger problems than mine I just cant be happy or even know what happiness is anymore.It sucks being in your 40's and being lost with no direction in life.....Rant over
 
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