How are you feeling?

[Graeme1988]

Not great. But, then again, my week has been complete and utter s***. Oh, my oldest half sister seems to think it's great to condescend to me and deliberately piss me off. Then laugh in my face, and I die a little inside. ::

And my dad's funeral is next week, I don't know if I'll go. ::

 

[bcsr]

A little bummed. The only real good friend I've made in probably 10 years is moving Saturday.

On the other hand, I had my psych evaluation for the sheriff's department yesterday, and passed it. The psychiatrist signed off on that, so they unofficially offered me the job. Unless something extremely unexpected happens, they said they'd be calling toward the end of next week.

 

[Nathália]

Not great. But, then again, my week has been complete and utter s***. Oh, my oldest half sister seems to think it's great to condescend to me and deliberately piss me off. Then laugh in my face, and I die a little inside. ::

And my dad's funeral is next week, I don't know if I'll go. ::

Graeme, I'm terribly sorry.

I wonder how to get your sister to cool it, I have one older sister and she's insane too. You seem so sweet, it's not fair, I hope you can work this out one day. I'm stressed out just reading about it, I want to give you a big hug, just reading your post.

 

[Srijita52]

Not great. But, then again, my week has been complete and utter s***. Oh, my oldest half sister seems to think it's great to condescend to me and deliberately piss me off. Then laugh in my face, and I die a little inside. ::

And my dad's funeral is next week, I don't know if I'll go. ::

I'm so sorry Graeme, I wonder why she acts such way. Please don't let her get to you too much.

 

[Graeme1988]

Graeme, I'm terribly sorry.

I wonder how to get your sister to cool it, I have one older sister and she's insane too. You seem so sweet, it's not fair, I hope you can work this out one day. I'm stressed out just reading about it, I want to give you a big hug, just reading your post.

Aw, thanks, Beleza. That's really sweet of you, I could do with a big hug at the moment, given how I've felt, lately. Sorry if this gets too depressing, by the way. It's been a difficult few days. For one thing, I don't know how I should deal with my dad's death. Since we didn't exactly get along, and he was mostly absent until I was 15.

With regards to my oldest sister, I don't know. I guess that what I get for being the youngest of 3 and the only male sibling. Just passively take the sarcastic comments, and laughs in my face because it'd be really outta character for me to tell my sister to "F*** off!".

And they say I'm the "sensable" one of the family, I can see why. Unlike some members of my family, I actually think before opening my mouth to speak.

 

[Graeme1988]

I'm so sorry Graeme, I wonder why she acts such way. Please don't let her get to you too much.

I try. But it's kinda hard not because my oldest sister seems to get a kick outta annoying me. She even, I'm not kidding, laughed at me at the other day because I answered back rather angrily. The exchange when like this:

"Ha! You look awful crabbit, ye in a mood?"
"Aye"
"Depressed?"
(Sight..) "Uh-huh, for obvious reasons. This week hasn't been great"*

*Oldest sister laughs at the matter of fact way I say this. Either that or the fact I sigh before I answer the question.

 

[Nathália]

I try. But it's kinda hard not because my oldest sister seems to get a kick outta annoying me. She even, I'm not kidding, laughed at me at the other day because I answered back rather angrily. The exchange when like this:

"Ha! You look awful crabbit, ye in a mood?"
"Aye"
"Depressed?"
(Sight..) "Uh-huh, for obvious reasons. This week hasn't been great"*

*Oldest sister laughs at the matter of fact way I say this. Either that or the fact I sigh before I answer the question.

Don't take her seriously. That's not normal for an adult to act in such a way, she has her own issues and growing up to do.

 

[Graeme1988]

Don't take her seriously. That's not normal for an adult to act in such a way, she has her own issues and growing up to do.

She doesn't take me seriously most of the time, anyhoo.

Anyway, I'm on the verge of tears here because she (my oldest half sister) just asked if I'd be going to my dad's funeral. My response: "Umm, I don't know.... probably won't... I'm not sure about it" Then she asks, "Are you sure you don't want to go?" For fuc... I think by the stuttered, stumbled answer I gave, there's some clue as to how I feel. Can't I make up my own mind?

 

[MikeyC]

I survived the party, if anyone cares.

 

[lonely_drummer]

I survived the party, if anyone cares.

Yeeeeaaahh!! Congrats buddy!! They can sure feel like a battlezone sometimes

 

[MikeyC]

Yeeeeaaahh!! Congrats buddy!! They can sure feel like a battlezone sometimes

It was a battlezone. On a related note: alcohol is stupid and makes you do stupid things. I didn't drink but there were tears, fights, and all that garbage. Too buggered to explain it all now but that's what I had to deal with tonight.

 

[Srijita52]

I try. But it's kinda hard not because my oldest sister seems to get a kick outta annoying me. She even, I'm not kidding, laughed at me at the other day because I answered back rather angrily. The exchange when like this:

"Ha! You look awful crabbit, ye in a mood?"
"Aye"
"Depressed?"
(Sight..) "Uh-huh, for obvious reasons. This week hasn't been great"*

*Oldest sister laughs at the matter of fact way I say this. Either that or the fact I sigh before I answer the question.

She seems really immature. I'm sorry she's making you feel bad. Try to ignore her, she's definitely not worth it.

I survived the party, if anyone cares.

I care. Is everything okay?

 

[Phoenixx]

It was a battlezone. On a related note: alcohol is stupid and makes you do stupid things. I didn't drink but there were tears, fights, and all that garbage. Too buggered to explain it all now but that's what I had to deal with tonight.

^ Glad you survived, but sorry you had to go through that mess.

I feel super cruddy today. I'm pretty sure I'm coming down with a cold. I finally went back to sleep around 7am and woke up a little past 9:30am. My face hurts, my sinuses feel like they're on overdrive (well, they're a bit better now), I'm still tired, and I've had a headache and I've been slightly dizzy half the day now. Hopefully a hot shower and some sun will make me feel better.

 

[lonely_drummer]

It was a battlezone. On a related note: alcohol is stupid and makes you do stupid things. I didn't drink but there were tears, fights, and all that garbage. Too buggered to explain it all now but that's what I had to deal with tonight.

yeah man, people don't know how to control themselves with booze. i'll admit I've done some pretty stupid things while drunk, who hasn't?? but its different when you look at it from the outside, sooooo pointless

 

[this_portrait]

Paranoid, yet calm.

 

[knowlife]

like a failure. im 31 and havent done anything with my life. im not smart enough for college and not very good at anything that'll get me job making more than minimal wage. at this point its im just waiting to die it feels like.

 

[dyingtolive]

Yo Knowlife.... Well over here college isnt really about intelligence, more about money... But im sure you can do something you're passionate about..
Im in a simialr situation as u... im going to be 30 soon... but not really doing what i love... Im not in a min. wage job.. but over here where I live, you'd laugh when u hear how little I make..

Anyway, what do you want to do? If u could goto college? What would u take up??

 

[lyricalliaisons]

Worried because my indoor cat ran outside and has been missing for 16 hours now

 

[DeadmanWalking]

Worried because my indoor cat ran outside and has been missing for 16 hours now

16 hours? That's quite a long time::. Have you put out a lost pet sign? They should be able to find their way back (I hope).

 

[lilmutegirl]

Right now, I feel horrible. I feel like I'm an incompetent parent, because I can't take care of/discipline my child. I'm worried I'm doing psychological damage to him because of my own problems.