KiaKaha
Banned
I am not entirely convinced of that to be honest. But dont worry... I dont have it in me deep down. I am too self conscious to be a *true* jerk. I would just end up feeling bad about my own behaviour.
How are you feeling?
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I am not entirely convinced of that to be honest. But dont worry... I dont have it in me deep down. I am too self conscious to be a *true* jerk. I would just end up feeling bad about my own behaviour.
Srijita52
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I agree Kia. You're such a great person, I'm sure someone will appreciate that.
MikeyC
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Yeah, I don't have it in me, either. I will continue doing what I'm doing and if a nice girl comes into my life, then bonus! I hope you do the same.
KiaKaha
Banned
Thanks. I dont have that - you know... "status" that seems to be so important to everyone. Life is intrinsically unfair, and I don't think it has to be. Is it any wonder why I feel such a great gaping hole inside my heart.
but thanks - sorry I dont mean to sound like a bitter creep. Its just the way I feel.
You are a sweetheart Srijita - I hope someone appreciates your tender heart. I know I do.
Same to you Mikey - but you're a dude so I will just high five you instead.
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MikeyC
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Srijita52
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I'm sorry. But everyone has different "status" and I'm sure there has to be someone for you. Maybe it'll just take a while before you find her.
Thanks guys
Both of you are very kind.
MikeyC
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I hope you wake up feeling a bit better, my friend.
MikeyC
Well-known member
For sure. Different girls like different things. Sometimes it's hard to see that when all you've known is rejection, but it's true. Even I know that deep down in my heart.
You're the one that's very kind.Thanks guys
I highly value your friendly contribution to this site and to the world.
Srijita52
Well-known member
I'm not very kind but you're a person with a huge heart Mikey. You're always so helpful to everyone here and I'm sure its just the same in real life.You're the one that's very kind.
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Meh! Another s*** day to endure.
My family doesn't take me or my problems seriously... but that's nothing new. ::
My family doesn't take me or my problems seriously... but that's nothing new. :
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Srijita52
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Meh! Another s*** day to endure.
My family doesn't take me or my problems seriously... but that's nothing new. :
I'm sorry Graeme.
Phoenixx
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All my anxiety came rushing back the minute I woke up this morning. I had such a good 4 days too with hardly any depression or anxiety. *le sigh* Then again, I've started pondering again telling my friend about my SA. A part of me finally wants to, but the other side of me says she'll never believe it and to might as well wait until I go to therapy so it's sort of like "proof" that I have some issues. Foolish thought, I know. The reason why it's so hard to tell her though is because she's so extremely extroverted. I have a really good feeling she wouldn't understand a bit, but then again she has never questioned my extreme shyness and has never tried pushing me out of my comfort zone too much.
If I do tell her, I'm not even sure if I could do it face to face. Only because if I did, I would probably burst into tears and be such a mess since talking about it brings up a lot of raw feelings I've had hidden for years. Even when I told my guy friend it was over text, not in person, but I still practically bawled while doing it.
Bleh, why am I thinking of all this so early in the morning? I just woke up. -.-
If I do tell her, I'm not even sure if I could do it face to face. Only because if I did, I would probably burst into tears and be such a mess since talking about it brings up a lot of raw feelings I've had hidden for years. Even when I told my guy friend it was over text, not in person, but I still practically bawled while doing it.
Bleh, why am I thinking of all this so early in the morning? I just woke up. -.-
Srijita52
Well-known member
Is it important for you to tell her? I'm sure if
she's your close friend she'll understand or atleast will try to understand. If you think she won't though, it might not be worth telling her. Maybe you can email or text her without telling face to face.
Srijita52
Well-known member
I hope you get some free time, meditation is always helpful for relaxing your mind.
Good luck with check up tomorrow.
dyingtolive
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Thanks Srijita
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Pissed off. Sick of my family thinking I'm a f***ing joke! Aye, because it's f***ing hysterical when I'm in a s**t mood, answering every question in a deadpan Steven Wright-esque fashion. F*** the f*** off!
Sorry, thinking out loud.
Sick of my family thinking I'm a f***ing joke! Aye, because it's f***ing hysterical when I'm in a s**t mood, answering every question in a deadpan Steven Wright-esque fashion. F*** the f*** off!Sorry, thinking out loud.
this_portrait
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Annoyed that I have to avoid the downtown area until next week because of that damn NATO Summit. >.<
SkellaMoon
New member
I am feeling frustrated at myself and a coworker. I was in a conference call meeting today where the 'leader' called out every single person to speak individually but passed over me. I didn't say anything because I work in a team with someone else and she pretty much summed up all we had to say. So I didn't feel like I had anything to add. But then as soon as the call was over, another coworker said, "Well you were quite quiet, missy!" My team-coworker who spoke for us in the meeting stood up for me. I am frustrated at myself for not at least saying something, and I'm annoyed at the guy who had to point out my quietness. Anyway, I took an early lunch and came home to cry. I was already feeling disappointed that I didn't say anything and he [unknowingly] rubbed it in. Anyway, that's how I'm feeling today.