How are you feeling?

[MikeyC]

Thank you! Mike, i'm sorry to hear you are feeling that way more frequently and I hope you can get out of it too because these type of thought are bringing one down a lot.

Is it just me or does one little call or message from some friend help when one is feeling this way. Sadly i'm feeling pretty ignored today by all my friends haha. Everyones so busy.

Thank you, princess. It definitely does bring me down a lot but maybe I am to blame.

Sorry you're feeling ignored. Hopefully someone gives you a message.

 

[Srijita52]

Is it just me or does one little call or message from some friend help when one is feeling this way. Sadly i'm feeling pretty ignored today by all my friends haha. Everyones so busy.

I can relate, my friends often do that to me too.

 

[Srijita52]

Thank you, princess. It definitely does bring me down a lot but maybe I am to blame.

I'm sorry Mikey, why do you think you are to blame?

 

[MikeyC]

I'm sorry Mikey, why do you think you are to blame?

Because it happens a lot and I am the only common denominator.

 

[Srijita52]

Because it happens a lot and I am the only common denominator.

I'm sorry, You definitely don't deserve to feel such way.

 

[lonely_drummer]

I knew you'd be a lot happier at home. Just don't be tempted by your guitar. You should listen to more music to satiate your cravings!

yeah I'm listening to lots of music, definitely helping out

 

[MikeyC]

I'm sorry, You definitely don't deserve to feel such way.

Thank you, but sometimes I feel like I do. You don't, though!

yeah I'm listening to lots of music, definitely helping out

That's awesome. Our new album is coming out in a month or so, so I could send one of those out to you.

So, I was actually invited to go out this night, by a colleague. I only know 3 people from the whole group, that’s why I decided to say yes. I really want to beat this condition and meet new people. I’m anxious, but I also feel a will to push myself, almost as I am angry at anxiety.

One of my greatest fears is to meet new people and having to introduce myself. I’m self conscious about my facial expression and my general looks, my facial muscles get all tense and I just come off as a weird guy. Also I’m really bad at keeping a conversation with new people and approaching them to talk, I just can’t think of anything to say on the spot. To make this worse, all the people that will attend and I don’t know are girls, so I’ll feel extra nervous.
Despite all my fears, I really want to push myself through this, I want to live my life without anxiety. I don’t know if I’ll ever get rid of it, but I won’t stop trying, I won’t go down without a fight, heh. Oh my...let's hope I survive this.

This is great! I hope you have a wonderful time. I know it's hard to strike up a big conversation with someone, or even a small one, but you seem determined to make it happen so good luck! Let me know how it goes.

 

[P+G]

That's awesome. Our new album is coming out in a month or so, so I could send one of those out to you.

You have an album? Wow..

 

[Newtype]

Feeling like you can't rely on anybody in life and you gotta do everything on your own.

 

[Phoenixx]

Lonely. Waiting for a couple friends to get here, but they won't show until late. One is working and another is at a movie. I was playing on the Xbox, but it's not the same without a partner. Anyone wanna fill in for my brother since he's gone for the weekend?

 

[MikeyC]

You have an album? Wow..

Yeah, it's exciting. I can't wait until it's released.

Lonely. Waiting for a couple friends to get here, but they won't show until late. One is working and another is at a movie. I was playing on the Xbox, but it's not the same without a partner. Anyone wanna fill in for my brother since he's gone for the weekend?

I'm sorry you're lonely, Phoenixx. I'll happily fill in for your brother...sis.

 

[Phoenixx]

I'm sorry you're lonely, Phoenixx. I'll happily fill in for your brother...sis.

^ Yay! Let's go blow stuff up! (not literally)

 

[lonely_drummer]

You know Im down for another one of your albums Mikey!!!!

 

[MikeyC]

^ Yay! Let's go blow stuff up! (not literally)

But I wanted to blow stuff up. ::

You know Im down for another one of your albums Mikey!!!!

Fantastic.

 

[Silatuyok]

Indescribable.

 

[Silatuyok]

What kind of beans did you buy? They sound like some really amazing gourmet beans if they were 8 bucks.

Seriously, I've never heard of $8 beans! Usually you can get a month's worth for about $2.

 

[Eristelle]

Like dying from poison.

 

[MikeyC]

A little empty.

Indescribable.

I'm trying to wonder if this is good or bad. I'd say somewhere in the middle.

 

[Kiwong]

I ran 30km this morning. I am on an adventure, to run a marathon, and I can do it. That felt pretty exciting.

 

[lonely_drummer]

I just wanted all of you to know that you are all great! I don't know where'd I'd be without the love and support from all of you. I wish I could meet you all in person, you're some of the most interesting people I've ever known and feel a connection with you. I've recently been through a bit of an ordeal, leaving my eyes wide open and just wanted to tell you all how great you are just incase I never get the chance to say it again. I wish I could just have a huge private party for us all to meet and really get to know eachother without any sort of outside pressure effecting us. Have a big art gallery for all the artists to hang up their pieces to be appreciated and respected. Have all the gamers downstairs battling away and sharing their skills. Have all the amazing cooks taking care and feeding everyone (don't hide!!! I'm a big fan of the post your food thread). Have Mikey's band come up and headline for us (other musician are openly welcome). Lol man this would be sooo much fun!!!!