My dog died on Boxing Day. I doubt I will get another dog.
I have no social life, don't fit in anywhere. especially with anyone my age..all they seem to care about is getting married, having babies, crafts..they see me as a weirdo loser. Anywhere online I have joined in the past few weeks I have had to leave after trying to put myself out there and join in only to get ignored and treated like ****.
Comments over my interests even when they are not directed at me get me down, and it's like I will never find anyone to connect to because everyone seems to hate what i like. And when I am open about them to others and straight away get picked on for them, it makes my SA/shyness worse, it seems to happen all the time.
Don't know how much more I can take of this
Upset over seeing others chat about their interests without any trouble, no ignoring or teasing, they have actual friends to share them with. while i have no one, get teased, treated like a freak as soon as I open up and it just keeps happening over and over again, if it does, why bother living and trying anymore? sick of seeing others have it better than me while I put up with the ****.
Maybe the teasing isn't actual teasing? and if they are who needs them in your life anyway? A friend is someone who accepts you and your interests without making you feel stupid about it. I know what your interest is - and I don't think it is particularly silly or mundane...it just happens to be what you are into.
I have no social life, don't fit in anywhere. especially with anyone my age..all they seem to care about is getting married, having babies, crafts..they see me as a weirdo loser. Anywhere online I have joined in the past few weeks I have had to leave after trying to put myself out there and join in only to get ignored and treated like ****.
Comments over my interests even when they are not directed at me get me down, and it's like I will never find anyone to connect to because everyone seems to hate what i like. And when I am open about them to others and straight away get picked on for them, it makes my SA/shyness worse, it seems to happen all the time.
Don't know how much more I can take of this
You're not alone. There are a lot of us here who are social misfits.
I'm middle aged now and I have no idea what I'm going to do with the rest of my life. I don't fit into this society in any way. My world just keeps getting smaller. I don't have the energy to fight like I used to. Most things seem worthless to me. Material things all look like junk to me. Food doesn't taste good. People all seem like users. I really feel like I'm in some kind of weird purgatory on earth.
I have no social life, don't fit in anywhere. especially with anyone my age..all they seem to care about is getting married, having babies, crafts..they see me as a weirdo loser. Anywhere online I have joined in the past few weeks I have had to leave after trying to put myself out there and join in only to get ignored and treated like ****.
Maybe you haven't met the right people, then. Not everyone follows the "default" path through life.
i have not talk all day, i feel the meaningless void that exist within my shattered surreal reality..😮 i feel alone and i still haven't found the girl that i wanted to be with..
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