Hey Christa. I am going to be busy over the next few days so I probably won't check in to SPW. Is there someone, a Doctor etc who you can talk to if you are really struggling? I know that there are members of this forum who would listen to you or respond to you if you feel like you want company. I am sorry I missed your request to chat.. I am struggling myself a bit at the moment so I can relate to your depressed mood. Take care of yourself, try and do something for you.