Sophoboss
Member
I have a big problem with procrastination. I get overwhelmed when I think about the tasks ahead of me, and I just put them off until later because I can't handle the stress. Then I have even less time to do everything, and it becomes even more stressful. Pretty much my only purpose and goal in life right now is to do well academically, so when I constantly mess it up like this it makes me feel pretty horrible. I just about cried a few nights ago, and I don't think I've cried in probably 10 years. I am the only person holding myself accountable, and I always feel tempted to just give up and let my life collapse on me, just because it would be so much easier. I never ever feel the stress of work go away. It is always there. There is always work that I'm supposed to be doing. And then there's the loneliness... I probably don't need to explain that part to any of you. I don't know a single person within 1,000 miles of here aside from immediate family, and I don't get along with my family. I feel like I'm going crazy. So yeah, I'm kind of depressed at the moment.