Man, I'm sorry. It's hard to find work in such a volatile environment these days. Keep trying, though - you just never know what could turn up.One of the reasons I have been are because I lost my job a few months ago and haven't never hear back from places that I apply.
Another is that I feel like I am a waste and have a very hard time avoiding negative thoughts about myself.
Negative thoughts are something I have a very difficult time controlling, too. I fully relate and I'm sorry.Because, i can't control negative thoughts :idontknow:
I have basically noone in my life right now, I've barely had any significant human contact in the past two weeks, I don't really get along with my family and it frightens me what I will have to face in the new semester in college.
The funny thing is... I'm not even a little bit depressed!, just really, really bored.
Patience, my friend. You will find someone. :thumbup:"The awkward moment you realize Sheldon Cooper has a date and you don't"
--The Big Bang Theory
Realizing that even my SIL's mom can get a date/relationship with a man and I can't ... kinda hard to explain in written form, but I do feel alone and bummed at the fact that I can't get myself to a more content place in general.
seeing my former high school friends on facebook. some are married, most have gf's and really good jobs, and a life worth living.
and i have... nothing.
well, that's why i'm depressed. :sad:
Because I can't imagine things getting better. Life seems hopeless.
Lack of faith and hope.
seeing my former high school friends on facebook. some are married, most have gf's and really good jobs, and a life worth living.
and i have... nothing.
well, that's why i'm depressed. :sad: