1. Being forced to hang around a bunch of young, trendy people my age who all make small talk, know each other extremely well, and have radically different interests to me.
2. Talking to someone who obviously thinks you are a loser.
3. Talking to someone who is inconvenienced by your presence, due to the fact that it will make him or her look like a loser for being near you.
4. Talking to someone who is younger than you and far cooler then you are, especially when you are by yourself and he or she is surrounded by friends.
5. My whole family dying (even more depressing than it is scary)
6. Smoking Mary Jane to the point that I green out completely, spew up, and have a panic attack. Even worse if I do it in front of a bunch of people I don't know. Even, EVEN worse if I do it in front of my two best friends and a huge bunch of strangers.
7. Being told by a girl that I am weird and ugly.
8. Being laughed at, condescended to, and completely ridiculed behind my back by a group of people I am forced to interact with on a daily basis (such as at a workplace).
9. Having my unemployment payments cut off, and having to sleep in a crate on the street asking people for change.
10. Being stuck at the same house when I am thirty, when the oldest child in the family I live with has moved elsewhere to begin medical school, and the youngest are attending high school.
11. Being in exactly the same spot I am now, thirty years later.
12. Having no companion or permanent housemate when I am in my fifties; being on my own.
13. Telling my mother, my grandad, my uncle, my aunty, my dad, my step-mother, and my grandmother that I failed university and got kicked out. That is the number one thing on my mind, and it is ****ing killing me, knowing that I will eventually have to tell them, and that the longer I wait, the worse it will be.
14. Meeting someone and giving them the impression that I am retarded or have a mental illness.
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