1.How old are you?
23.
2.Are you male/female?
Male.
3.Do you have SA?
Yes.
4.How bad is your SA on a scale from 1 to 100?
79.
5.Are you diagnosed with Social Anxiety?
No.
6.Are you shy?
Yes, very.
7.What makes you anxious?
A lot of things, mostly girls and new situations.
8.Do you use meds? (if yes, what kind?)
Yes: Welbrutin (Depression), Ciperlax (sp?) (Anxiety).
9.Do you go to therapy? (if yes, what kind?)
No. I used to, but have gotten away from it.
10.Since when did your SA start?
Since I was a toddler, at the very latest.
11.Do you have good support from your inforement?
I don't have much support from anyone at all.
12.Do you actually like doing social stuff?
Not really. I have no one to do social stuff with.
13.Do you have friends?
None in real life, but I do have at least one on-line friend from the UK.
14.Do you have online friends?
Yes, luckily.
15.Where do you feel safe, and not anxious at all?
At home, in my room, alone. Especially late at night.
16.Do you work, go to school?
I graduated from High School in 2007. I'm unable to get a job, due to
fruquent extrememly painful cnaker sores.
17.Do you have a relationship?
No.
18.Do you believe you can overcome SA? (or do you only hope so?)
I hope so, but I've had it my whole life & it doesn't seem to get any better, so it most likely never will
If I had someone, I can probably overome it a great deal.
19.What are your hobbies?
Driving, Exploring, Anything Adventurous, Movies, Music.
20.Do you drink? smoke?
No, No
21.Are you introvert of extrovert?
Extrovert?
22.Do you have any more disorders?
I have Asperger's Syndrome, I have depression, but it's not as bad as it used to be, I think.
23.Are you afraid of the supermarket?
A little, but I go their anyway. I always feel like I'm under the miscroscope, especially when alone.
24.Are you afraid of making phone calls?
Sometimes, when making phone calls other then family, but I mange to do so anyway. I'm strong and I fight it.
25.Where you bullied in your youth?
No.
26.Are you a quiet person?
Sometimes.
27.Do you avoid eye contact?
I try not too, but sometimes it hard starring right into someone eyes as it sets me off.
28.Do you blush alot?
Rarely.
29.What makes you really happy?
I rarely can feel happiness becuase I lost my emotions to depression.
30.Do you hardly make friends?
I try to on-line a lot, but 99% of the time it ends in failure. I'm still trying to figure it out.
31.Does your family know about your SA?
I don't know.
32.Did you ever visited a doctor?
Yes, a few times, not frequently thought.
33.What makes you feel confident?
I'm confident in my driving abilities, and my strongness to move on, despite I have a lot of social anxiety.
34.Are you depressed?
Very much so.
35.Do you believe in god?
Yes.
36.Are you open about your problems, or do you prefer hiding them? and fake a smile?
I'm open about my problems, a lot of times, too open. I talk too much. I guess I'm good at faking emotions, but I hate doing it.
37.Do you have a good sense of humour?
Yes, a lot of times. It dpeneds on my mood. A lot of times, I am random and act silly and when I try to humourous at that time, people don't get it.
38.Are you happy with your looks?
Not really.
39.What kind of music do you like?
Oldies, 70's, 80's, 90's, Countrym, Rock/Pop.
40.Do you do sport??
I'm not really into sports.
41.Do you like art?
Yes, sometimes.
42.Are you a social person? ( without the SA part...??)
No. I try to be.
43.Do you like animals?
Yes. My favorite is the Red Fox.
44.Are you friendly?
Yes, people who really know me, know me as friendly, but it takes time for people to see it usually.
45.How would you describe yourself?
A desperate, loner who justs wants to find someone.
46.Did you have suicidal thoughts?
Yes, a lot.
47.Have you trouble eating in front of other's?
Yes, in front of strangers.
48.Do you feel accepted by your inforement?
No?
49.Do you got the motivation to get out of SA? and to do ''more'' social stuff?
Yes. I'm very outgoing. I would try to do more things if I didn't have to do everything alone.
50.Are you optimistic?
Occassionally. I used to be more than I am now.
51.Do you have problems with showing and seeing ''emotions''?
Showing emotions, yes. Sometimes people send me mixed signals, so I don't always see people true emotions.
52.What makes you feel relaxed?
Being home, being free (clothesfree). Whenever I am without clothes and calm.
53.Do you got panic attacks aswell?
Yes.
54.Do you think you have to act and do things perfect?
A lot of times.
55.Do you think people stare at you in social places? (if yes, why??)
Sometimes, because I'm so awkward.
56.Do you know how to act like a confident person??
No. I try to do certain things, though. Like hold my head up when I'm walking. But it's hard because I'm usually to scared to do that.
57.Do you ever gave a speech?
A couple of times in school, when I was very younger. It was better then, becuase I didn't have any speech problems then.
58.Do you like walking in the park?
Yes and no. It would be a lot better if someone was with me.
59.Do you think you are interesting to other people?
Yes, but not the good kind.
60.What is the negative judge you guess from people?
Girls don't like me becuase I'm not good looking. I think they judge me as a monster or parasite. They thing I'm a slob, becuase I'm not skinny and good looking.
23.
2.Are you male/female?
Male.
3.Do you have SA?
Yes.
4.How bad is your SA on a scale from 1 to 100?
79.
5.Are you diagnosed with Social Anxiety?
No.
6.Are you shy?
Yes, very.
7.What makes you anxious?
A lot of things, mostly girls and new situations.
8.Do you use meds? (if yes, what kind?)
Yes: Welbrutin (Depression), Ciperlax (sp?) (Anxiety).
9.Do you go to therapy? (if yes, what kind?)
No. I used to, but have gotten away from it.
10.Since when did your SA start?
Since I was a toddler, at the very latest.
11.Do you have good support from your inforement?
I don't have much support from anyone at all.
12.Do you actually like doing social stuff?
Not really. I have no one to do social stuff with.
13.Do you have friends?
None in real life, but I do have at least one on-line friend from the UK.
14.Do you have online friends?
Yes, luckily.
15.Where do you feel safe, and not anxious at all?
At home, in my room, alone. Especially late at night.
16.Do you work, go to school?
I graduated from High School in 2007. I'm unable to get a job, due to
fruquent extrememly painful cnaker sores.
17.Do you have a relationship?
No.
18.Do you believe you can overcome SA? (or do you only hope so?)
I hope so, but I've had it my whole life & it doesn't seem to get any better, so it most likely never will
19.What are your hobbies?
Driving, Exploring, Anything Adventurous, Movies, Music.
20.Do you drink? smoke?
No, No
21.Are you introvert of extrovert?
Extrovert?
22.Do you have any more disorders?
I have Asperger's Syndrome, I have depression, but it's not as bad as it used to be, I think.
23.Are you afraid of the supermarket?
A little, but I go their anyway. I always feel like I'm under the miscroscope, especially when alone.
24.Are you afraid of making phone calls?
Sometimes, when making phone calls other then family, but I mange to do so anyway. I'm strong and I fight it.
25.Where you bullied in your youth?
No.
26.Are you a quiet person?
Sometimes.
27.Do you avoid eye contact?
I try not too, but sometimes it hard starring right into someone eyes as it sets me off.
28.Do you blush alot?
Rarely.
29.What makes you really happy?
I rarely can feel happiness becuase I lost my emotions to depression.
30.Do you hardly make friends?
I try to on-line a lot, but 99% of the time it ends in failure. I'm still trying to figure it out.
31.Does your family know about your SA?
I don't know.
32.Did you ever visited a doctor?
Yes, a few times, not frequently thought.
33.What makes you feel confident?
I'm confident in my driving abilities, and my strongness to move on, despite I have a lot of social anxiety.
34.Are you depressed?
Very much so.
35.Do you believe in god?
Yes.
36.Are you open about your problems, or do you prefer hiding them? and fake a smile?
I'm open about my problems, a lot of times, too open. I talk too much. I guess I'm good at faking emotions, but I hate doing it.
37.Do you have a good sense of humour?
Yes, a lot of times. It dpeneds on my mood. A lot of times, I am random and act silly and when I try to humourous at that time, people don't get it.
38.Are you happy with your looks?
Not really.
39.What kind of music do you like?
Oldies, 70's, 80's, 90's, Countrym, Rock/Pop.
40.Do you do sport??
I'm not really into sports.
41.Do you like art?
Yes, sometimes.
42.Are you a social person? ( without the SA part...??)
No. I try to be.
43.Do you like animals?
Yes. My favorite is the Red Fox.
44.Are you friendly?
Yes, people who really know me, know me as friendly, but it takes time for people to see it usually.
45.How would you describe yourself?
A desperate, loner who justs wants to find someone.
46.Did you have suicidal thoughts?
Yes, a lot.
47.Have you trouble eating in front of other's?
Yes, in front of strangers.
48.Do you feel accepted by your inforement?
No?
49.Do you got the motivation to get out of SA? and to do ''more'' social stuff?
Yes. I'm very outgoing. I would try to do more things if I didn't have to do everything alone.
50.Are you optimistic?
Occassionally. I used to be more than I am now.
51.Do you have problems with showing and seeing ''emotions''?
Showing emotions, yes. Sometimes people send me mixed signals, so I don't always see people true emotions.
52.What makes you feel relaxed?
Being home, being free (clothesfree). Whenever I am without clothes and calm.
53.Do you got panic attacks aswell?
Yes.
54.Do you think you have to act and do things perfect?
A lot of times.
55.Do you think people stare at you in social places? (if yes, why??)
Sometimes, because I'm so awkward.
56.Do you know how to act like a confident person??
No. I try to do certain things, though. Like hold my head up when I'm walking. But it's hard because I'm usually to scared to do that.
57.Do you ever gave a speech?
A couple of times in school, when I was very younger. It was better then, becuase I didn't have any speech problems then.
58.Do you like walking in the park?
Yes and no. It would be a lot better if someone was with me.
59.Do you think you are interesting to other people?
Yes, but not the good kind.
60.What is the negative judge you guess from people?
Girls don't like me becuase I'm not good looking. I think they judge me as a monster or parasite. They thing I'm a slob, becuase I'm not skinny and good looking.