BlueDays
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^You sound like you are beating yourself up about leaving a job that is pushing your mental health to the edge.This is getting repetitive but I quit my job... again (gave notice this time though). I'm going to be going to therapy, though. I just can't take anymore - SA was tough before but now it's making my worklife simply unbearable, and if I don't get help now it will never change and what am I going to do, run away from every job five months in?
That's like someone feeling guilty that they can't ride a bike when they have a broken leg.
You are taking a step in the right direction (trying therapy). Concentrate on getting some ideas that may help for your SA (like letting a broken leg rest while it heals in the plaster) and then you can concentrate on being able to deal with bad work colleagues in any future job, hopefully with an improved mental state. Good luck with this therapy!
^ I love this.