I wonder what should I do. Its so funny, my mood! It is a either very very depressed or sometimes I feel quite good. I feel good when I ignore all the stuff that needs attention.
The biggest challenge right now for me, is to find the path I should take. I always felt like a "leaf floating in water " moving along the current of water. Not sure if I am still a leaf. May be I am. But I think I can use some of my power to change directions somewhat in my favour.
There are things that I want to do.
The first would be, go abroad and see another sort of life different than my own. Its super funny because I have never ever live outside the place of my birth. And going abroad is not at all an easy task. I will loads of money. I am sure I will not get any job abroad based on my qualifications.
So the first being impossible for now, leaves me with an option to find what I can do with my college degrees! And I don't have any idea really!