It's not that simple.I dont get it......
You drink and get into fights you are held accountable,you drink and drive the same,you drink and kill someone the same,but you drink and have sex then that is everyone elses fault..........doesnt make sense at allmg:
I don't understand what you mean.^What about the hypothetical situation of
If I couldn't drink because I was being a gent and driving, but I didn't have to carry her up the stairs or help her undress? Like, where's the cut-off point?
Another freaking anxiety attack. Anyone else have their muscles stiffen up until they are practically rigid or ever have your jaw muscles lock up? I am still on the fence about whether I am mentally able to do this to myself or if something is physically wrong with me... I mean I went out in public alone without a "handler" (lol) and this is how I pay. Damn it!
Are our brains and their chemicals not just another part of the body? If you've had any kind of success, ever, at all, then there's more than enough proof that you're physically capable of it. It's motivation and strenght that you need, the tools are already there.
Failures are only failures when you stop trying to redeem them. Look at it this way, even if you fall down flat on your face and shatter your pride in a billion pieces, it's still a sign that you've not fallen into mental stagnation.
^What about the hypothetical situation of
If I couldn't drink because I was being a gent and driving, but I didn't have to carry her up the stairs or help her undress? Like, where's the cut-off point?
Beautiful night, full of stars and can even see the milky way tonight. <3
I've gone pretty low. I continue to sink lower and lower. I've lost all spark for life. I sleep 12+ hours a day. Whenever I am awake I just want to sleep. I recognized some things. About myself. I never thought of it like that. It makes sense now how it all came to be.I feel like I am not really worthy to talk about though. It's not like I have the right.
They are fine. I sometimes spend time with them but it all feels so numb. I pet them and it feels so lifeless. Like I am touching them but not actually feel like I am touching them. It's very dull.
Sorry about not being really here lately. I've been haven't been able to muster up anything to say as of late and have just been lurking mainly. Posting anxiety. Lack of enthusiasm to say anything.
How are you jc?
Yeah can hope so. Maybe it's just a part of life.